Took 10mg Ritalin snorted I’ve drank 375mls of vodka but not that drunk anymore
I heard people use Ritalin to get high?
Why?
Ive had some alright times with it,
But also some really bad..
I just want to know do people actually get a rush from this stuff and how much does it even take to feel anything?
Because tbh i feel like I’m just taking a gamble at this point, sometimes overdoing it and not feeling a high that good or just ending up with anxiety and heart palpitations.
Drank 375mls of vodka over quite a few hours tonight but i am not actually even drunk anymore.
I took Ritalin 10mg snorted.
I remembered once i had gotten a brief rush in the past from it, when i snorted it the first time, but not for long. My pupils got big i had a brief rush of euphoria and i mean VERY brief and then nothing.
I haven’t really felt the same feeling again since.
And i know it probably wont happen again especially with Ritalin.
Right now I’m kind of scared i took too much again. I’m impatient and have no more alcohol.
Im not even drunk anymore.
My pupils aren’t big either.
I need some advice from people that actually take Ritalin.
Why do you take it? Am i just not taking a big enough dose? Am i supposed to snort more than 5-10mg? Im confused. Not experienced with stims and more so prefer downers. Like alot more but dont have ANY AT ALL.
Am i just doing it wrong?
Also I’m not going to make a habit out of this as
I only have a few pills left.
Im just worried I’m going to give myself a stroke at this point because i don’t know what I’m doing.
i have no way of getting anymore either.
When i snorted the second dose (the other 5mg) i did feel a-bit of a rush tbh only lasted a few seconds wasn’t even that good tbh. But i feel absolutely nothing right now. And i know i shouldn’t take anymore because ill probably just chase nothing until i get a heart attack.
I guess its kind of good in a way that i don’t have access to drugs.
Also Ritalin is the only mind altering drug i have right now, and nobody in my life knows i have it.
I know this is stupid but I’m desperate.
It was actually my old adhd meds i found at my mums house.
Is it even like coke? Im not even sure.
Im actually so confused as to what ritalin is supposed to be like if you try and get high from it?
whenever i have snorted it i do get compulsive redosing urges even though its not really doing much.
This is bad because ill probably get a heart attack if i keep at it even though nothing is really happening.
I just get kind of scared and i got impatient and overdid the dose again?
Snorted 5mg then another 5mg in about half an hour approx i think.
In the past i have snorted some and i felt a strong rush but it was very brief. Its always brief all the time.
But i did experience a time where i was dancing non stop for so long. But because i was also drunk i lost track of time so i don’t actually remember how long it went on for.
Im going to cut this post off soon now.
Im not sure if i take more that its pointless or that it will kill me.
But thats probably just anxiety.
Also i should say i have ADHD maybe thats why?
Is it impossible to get high from stims if you have adhd.
I have been getting weird eye vision problems
Since using ritalin.
What is a high from Ritalin even supposed to be??
Also when i have done coke only once i wasnt that energetic i actually dont remember that much of it tbh because when i tried coke i was also drunk and it was with my ex.
I was good i was somewhat, talking more,
Then i crashed
And started shaking
Thought i was going to die.
But i ended up fine.
Also one of the times i had a similar bad reaction after taking too much of a high dose of ritalin i didnt get much comedown because i took olanzapine amd slept for 13 hours.
I only have about 8, 10mg pills left.
I don’t have any alcohol left either.
Ive been cutting down my alcohol alot lately because it only ever causes problems when i drink too much.
It makes me shaky too
I guess i just want to use atleast one drug but unfortunately the only drug i have is too overstimulating, especially to my heart.
Maybe im doing it wrong?
I have no way of getting any drugs at all.
My ex broke up with me recently its been fucked up.
He wanted to shoot up heroin with me but then broke up with me.
We have done heroin only once before but my first time was underwhelming tbh. But even before meeting him i always wanted to try it.
I have no way of getting opioids.
I just want to at least feel a decent high off something at least without feeling sick or that i will maybe die.
Im not even as drunk as i thought i would be from what i drank. I guess i did drink it very slowly.
And now i know i wont be able to sleep at all.
Every day is the same.