u/stillclueless83

Losing the battle

Should probably stay off reddit but I'm lonely, my mind is playing tricks on me. When I post on other subs the attention I get it pretty normal and I thrive because I enjoy showing off my kinks to strangers. But it is a continuous cycle that never ends.

July and August always without a doubt always puts me in a hypersexual stage with my bi polar. Trying to be a present parent to my young child yet also looking for support and others who understand or "get it"

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u/stillclueless83 — 4 hours ago

Using chastity to combat my hypersexual urges

My polar and sexual urges are skyrocketing lately. My insurance doesn't kick in till August and I'm off my Vraylar. I want to fall back and indulge in my kinks but I know they don't satisfy me the way they once did.

I'm in a constant tug-of-war with my 🧠 the one thing that seems to help is wearing chastity. Prevents me from wasting the day touching myself. Truthfully I don't even get that excited to want to play but sometimes force myself.

I try to wear it all day, I kinda make it into a game of being productive sometimes it works other times I fail. Yet I keep coming back to it. It's the only thing that brings me comfort.

Not sure if it is doing more harm then good.

u/stillclueless83 — 10 hours ago