u/straightpipedhose

I’m going to a subs appointment on Thursday. I’ve been on about 100mg/day. I’ve seen people mentioning precipitated WD and Bernese Method so I’m kinda nervous about getting on the subs.
How should I go about doing this? How long after dosing MGM do you have to wait to dose the Subs to avoid precipWD?
I’ve seen people suggest to switch to 7oh then subs, does Subs not cause precipWD with 7oh?

My brain is my biggest enemy. It fakes withdrawal symptoms so effectively it’s ridiculous. Even after a couple hours it makes me start to believe I’m getting anxious. It’s so fucking stupid. I use it IV and the stupid tiny little worthless rush has turned me into a fiend. Even heroin didn’t do this to me because at least heroin kept me high. All mgm does is give me a rush then I don’t really feel anything after that. At first I did, the first couple days I was high all day. Euphoric. Then of course I pushed it too far.

I don’t have access to benzos or gabapentin unfortunately. I’m seeing a psychiatrist but I don’t believe she will give me benzos. Should I be honest with her and ask her for help? Like a one-two month script to benzos to help me taper down? I am on Medicaid for a little bit longer so I’m going to use that to get on subs at least. But I hate the idea of being addicted to subs because that withdrawal can last a long time. I just don’t know which way to go. If my psych would prescribe benzos that would make this so much easier. It pisses me off that doctors have demonized benzos so much recently. I hear they used to hand that shit out like candy. Now they’re so hard to get. They’re a legitimate medicine. They’re the only things that help my panic attacks but due to my heroin I abuse history they won’t think about going them to me they just keep giving me worthless bullshit like propranalol and hydroxazine.

I’m going to get on subs this week, but I still don’t quite understand the Bermese method. So I’m quite nervous about the switch over to subs.
Should I even bother with the subs? I’m at about 100 mg a day. Maybe a little more recently. I IV use so it’s a very effective 100mg. I use about every 2 hours. Usually 1-2 tiny 6mg scoops. Sometimes 3 or 4 though. I’m so tired of the needle. But I’m so addicted to the tiny rush I get even though it isn’t even that good. I’m desperate to quit though.
Anyone have a good taper schedule?
Any advice would be appreciated. I’m especially scared because I saw a post about a nationwide ban going into effect July 31. I need to do this quickly. I just started a new job so I would hate to miss any work. Any advice please.

I got way too up on my MGM dose and all I have until tomorrow is 7oh. Does 7oh help with the WD symptoms? I’m seeing mixed reports.