u/subbymir

I know maybe this sounds surprising but I hated my body for a long while. Chastity helped me be motivated to take care of myself and many of you said so many nice things to me over the last few years that Ive found now a new strength to look at myself with a different set of eyes. Thank you.

Show me the cage boy! Sometimes he says that to me in passing just to tease me. He still wants to see how I will react. I love being immediately responsive and reinforcing his superiority. He has a smirk on his face and mine is painted with uncertainty, slight disbelief he really has it in him to hold his will over mine. Yet I stand up and glance up at him meeting his eyes just before I start lowering my gaze revealing a shadow of shame and then I pull my undies down for him. With both hands, slightly hesistantly - I allow myself this tease. A burst of vulnerability washes over me as he says the magic words: Good boy! The very words that for me are sacred. My heart flickers, Ive done well it seems and earned my praises. Im his in both his eyes and mine, and all is well. My body rewards me too, as I compress and a gulp of warm sticky precum squirts out in front of him onto the floor. I feel some warmth of humilliation rising in my cheeks, as I start to bulge up and strain against the cage. Id give anything if I could just stop the time in that moment and just keep that feeling, that little orgasmic burst, alive for a while longer. If I could just stay in a place where Im not quite my most independent self, not feeling the weight of being the master of my own devices, but a boy given purpose, sated with a smirk and a sentence.

I need structure.

Life is better in chastity.

Im productive, focused, well behaved.

I need to be controlled and cum only twice a month tops.

I release for health reasons, and it actually feels gratifying.

I am grateful for it and dont fall into depression and procrastination afterwards.

I wasn't made to indulge.

I was made to be indulged in.

Stayed locked for more then half of the year all together. Currently locked for 42 days and setting a new record with every day.