u/Daemon-Doggy

Show me the cage boy! Sometimes he says that to me in passing just to tease me. He still wants to see how I will react. I love being immediately responsive and reinforcing his superiority. He has a smirk on his face and mine is painted with uncertainty, slight disbelief he really has it in him to hold his will over mine. Yet I stand up and glance up at him meeting his eyes just before I start lowering my gaze revealing a shadow of shame and then I pull my undies down for him. With both hands, slightly hesistantly - I allow myself this tease. A burst of vulnerability washes over me as he says the magic words: Good boy! The very words that for me are sacred. My heart flickers, Ive done well it seems and earned my praises. Im his in both his eyes and mine, and all is well. My body rewards me too, as I compress and a gulp of warm sticky precum squirts out in front of him onto the floor. I feel some warmth of humilliation rising in my cheeks, as I start to bulge up and strain against the cage. Id give anything if I could just stop the time in that moment and just keep that feeling, that little orgasmic burst, alive for a while longer. If I could just stay in a place where Im not quite my most independent self, not feeling the weight of being the master of my own devices, but a boy given purpose, sated with a smirk and a sentence.

So… I bought my first dildo and in my head this whole thing looked about 300% easier than it actually is. Reality check: my body said a very firm “absolutely not,” and after five minutes I started wondering if I’m anatomically designed like a locked vault.

Any tips on how to relax more, or is it normal that it just doesn’t work at first? 😄