u/thatpoorbtch

I think about this every now and then but back when I was single and dating around, I used to save my money to book hotel rooms just to masturbate. I love fucking in hotel rooms and I love being completely naked to have mind blowing orgasm by myself. Yes, sometimes I wish there was someone there so I can fuck, but I honestly love doing it myself. I would bring my favorite toys, load up my favorite porn, get a bit drunk, sniff some poppers, and go to town. I loved being a bit loud so that neighbors or people walking in the hallway can hear me. I love it and honestly miss doing it.

And before anyone says nothings stopping you, I’m trying to be a responsible adult with very young kids and a husband 😂

I’m currently pregnant and I’m due in summer. I have been the horniest I’ve ever been. I think about masturbating everywhere from driving to work, at work.. the fantasies have increased. I’ve been reminiscing about the stuff I used to do like get eating out in the back of a car in a crowded parking lot, or just take my tits out to play with my nipples a bit. I loved dressing up a bit scandalous to get attention and I miss it all, especially getting to masturbate whenever I want

Years ago my husband told me he tried to give himself a blowjob. This was before me time but sometimes I think about it and damn that’s kinda hot. Just imagining him doing it… it gets me turned on

My husband is bi and even been together for almost 10 years. To paint the picture, we’re both professionals, with kids, and expecting another on the way. We’re pretty much exhausted by the end of the day, but we haven’t had sex in so long. We used to watch porn together and watch what he likes to watch. The only time he’s kinda open about it is when he’s drunk, which also makes me sad because what if he’s out there drunk and getting intimate with guys. I want to be a part of it and enjoy it too.
All in all, we haven’t been intimate and our sex life has gotten so boring. No matter how much I’ve talked to him about it, there’s no initiative. On top of that, he works from home, so I have a feeling he could be at home pleasuring himself with all his toys, yet I’m over here dry as the desert and trying to masturbate quickly driving home.
It’s like he’s hiding his true self when it’s just the 2 of us and it makes me sad. How do I address this?