u/throwawaysecksee

im getting meta personally, but ive been thinking about a specific fantasy with having a phallo dick recently. one thing about phallo is that you need some sort of erection device to have an erection, an internal device for example. this means that you can be hard whenever you want and stay hard however long you want. or however long she wants

my fantasy is being tied up, immobile. my phallo dick erect and pointing up. she gets on top of me and starts riding. im sensitive and whining and cum very quickly, but she doesnt stop riding me. she doesnt have to stop just because i came. im begging her to give me a break while shes using my cock as her dildo. maybe when shes done riding she'll torture it with vibrators or her mouth until shes ready to fuck herself on it again. it doesnt matter if i cry or beg or even pass out, i dont need to be conscious or willing to be a living dildo

im seeing dr sineath for meta, and my consultation is on october 12th! i run out of medicaid april 30th and will be on my wifes insurance plan, which is kaiser. I was worried about getting surgery in time because kaiser would make me go to ohsu and stage 1 with them would take like 2-3 years, but i had my social worker meeting today and i learned that not only will kaiser allow me to keep going with dr sineath after having the consultation (continuing care it's called) but i will even be able to have any future stages with dr sineath because of the continuing care thing because i will have been already established. so im a lot less worried and its even better than i thought itd be (I thought id have to rush to get stage 1 and then get any additional stages with ohsu)! ive been worried sick about this and it just feels like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. im so excited!

i have a consultation scheduled in october, and i need to have stage 1 done by April 30th 2027 or else ill have to go with ohsu whichll take way too long. do y'all think that could happen? im really worried

i know theres a certain beauty standard for trans men and also theres normalization of trans men who use their pussies during sex, which is great! as is their right! but im very bottom dysphoric and im hopefully getting bottom surgery very soon and i love reading horny posts about trans guys but all of them revolve around pussy and its just kinda :/ i know my wife likes dick though

i was having trouble falling asleep last night and i came up with something to get horny about. after she gets done using my throat until im too tired and weak to fight anymore, she puts me in doggy and sticks a dildo on the headboard in front of me. shes rubbing her cock on my ass and when i beg her not to fuck my ass, she tells me to shut up and suck the cock in front of me. after she hits me a couple times i put my mouth on it, bobbing up and down

i scream around the cock in my mouth as she pops the head of hers into my ass. she pushes deep and holds it for a moment, then she begins to fuck me. when she drives deep it pushes my mouth down on the cock in front of me, making me gag and choke on it. when i do, she slaps my ass and laughs, saying "god, when you gag on it it makes your hole tighter". tears are streaming down my face from shame and embarrassment as she pounds my ass until i cum, screaming and moaning around the cock filling my mouth up. shes laughing at me again, saying "god, you LIKE this? you like having your ass raped with a cock down your throat?" i move to free my mouth and protest but she shoved my head back down on it, saying "uh uh, i didnt say you could stop, you keep sucking that cock"

when she needs a break from fucking my ass she pulls out, slapping my ass before getting the vibrating wand by the bed. i take the cock out of my mouth and slump down, exhausted, until i feel something poking my dick. "what are you doing??" i ask, panicked, and then she turns it on. i start moaning and grinding on the vibrator while protesting and she tells me to shut up and keep sucking that cock. i wrap my lips around the dildo again, bobbing my head up and down on it while i shake my ass on the vibrator, an involuntary response i have. shes laughing at me, vibrating my sensitive dick. "god, you should see how much of a slut you look like right now. sucking cock while shaking your ass on a vibrator. you are such a fucking slut" and i shake my head as i tearfully bob up and down on the dildo in my mouth. i cum again from the vibrator, screaming around the cock in my mouth, but she keeps going. she could probably wring a couple more orgasms out of me before she stops, and shoves her cock back in my ass. im so overstimulated and weak from all the fucking that all i can do is lay there and take it while she pounds into me, maybe even making me cum again before she cums in my abused ass. then maybe she makes me grind on the vibrator again while making me say how much i love when she rapes me and makes me cum from it 😞

i saw this post from a trans guy fucking a cis dude and he was in doggy fucking his hole on his cock, and the caption was "being forced to fuck myself on his cock" and it just had me thinking

her forcing her way into my ass with me sobbing and crying and gripping the sheets. she holds her cock deep inside me for a bit, then says, "fuck yourself on it." i refuse but she slaps me a couple of times and so i start fucking myself on her cock, going back and forth and feeling her fill me up. she makes fun of me of course, saying "aw, you like raping yourself on my cock, huh?" when i moan helplessly. maybe she makes me speed up until i make myself cum on it 😞