Starting out as a bbw provider
Specifically I think I'm considered a ssbbw? Idk. Anyway I've been waiting for a hot minute on Tryst verification (2 months I guess that's what I get for using a vpn) and using the mean time to try and not just do shit impulsively so I haven't done anything elsewhere. I've been trying to do plenty of research but I've got some like specific questions as a fat bitch I haven't found anything about.
I've just seen like so few providers in my area that are fat women at all let alone like... any at all close to my size. I'm size US28, and I'm very aware that there's plenty of clients interested in that. But also like 😭 I feel ultra visible, and I already do in my day to day, like, I'm big loud and alt, but it's anxiety inducing to not really know how that's gonna impact me in this context. I'm in a mid-sized city, too, like ~800k pop, and I'm honestly wondering if it's worth the visibility risk. I'm hopefully moving to somewhere bigger in a little over a year. Idk. I honestly have no idea how paranoid I should be or whatever.
As for making listings, I ain't hiding anything in my photos, clear shots of my tummy, hyperpigmentation on my thighs and such. Hopefully that's a good thing...? But I have no idea like... Should I add logistical too limitations like...? yeah I'm pretty fucking limited in positions. I'm disabled (hEDS and fibro) on top of my size so like there's no universe where I'm power squatting on anyone's dick. Size of my stomach makes kissing in missionary not really viable, and more flesh cushion around my holes means getting in there can be a logistical issue depending on their size.
Also, like, I'm not sure how prepared I need to be for people asking for smth like feederism when that's something I won't (and can't) do. I put feederism is a hard no but I don't know how annoying people are gonna be about it anyway. I guess I'm not too worried about that I mean it'd just be annoying.
Anyway I just have like mad imposter syndrome, even though I KNOW there's market and there are guys looking specifically for a body like mine my brain's been telling me there's no listings for anyone as big as me in my area for a reason...
I'm tempted to just be impulsive I mean I just want to start small and simple before I commit to everything in the how to get started stuff like I'm sure most people are intimidated tryin to start out independent and stuff. I have very little anxiety about what happens when I'm actually in the room with a client. But I don't wanna be fuckin stupid. Anyway sorry for rambling and sorry if this all sounds naive or anything.