u/transjockstrap

This morning I was feeling blah because a doctor's appointment. It's all well and good, but I was feeling down and in a bit of pain after some tests in my eyes.

So yeah, I was edging to make myself feel good, one thing led to another, I got over the edge and I had an orgasm while masturbating my dick. It was so unsatisfactory lol so I tried again and it felt good for like two seconds and that was it.

It was just so anticlimactic that I felt like I wasted my denial days lmao. Time to start again 🙃. Fun fact. In 118 days I had 8 orgasms. 4 had been anal orgasms and those have been so good, nothing like yesterday.

Time for no touching for a while ✨

Trans guy here, anal only.

I'm currently 29 days in denial and I keep learning new things about my body.

Before starting my denial journey, I used to masturbate with my dick almost every night. I would cum like in 2 minutes and that was that.

Now, I have some periods of no touch but lately I'm learning to edge myself properly and it's been a lot of fun and a very delicious torture. My dick is learning that he is only good for edges but not good enough for orgasms. I feel so good and desperate, but at the same time I don't want an orgasm and I'm not desperate for one.

Orgasms are from anal only and without any kind of dick stimulus anyway.

Last week I was so horny I put a numbing lube in my dick and all around the roots and proceed to fuck my ass for an hour. I just edged myself with the dildo, but I definitely need to train more often since I felt sore (the good kind) the next day.

I want to play today to celebrate my incoming 30 days anniversary. I'm curious about cock warming a dildo. If you have tried that I would love to hear your experience or any ideas around that to make it more fun.

Keep up good boys ✨ I love being a good boy so much 🙂‍↕️ I'm toying with the idea of a cage, but I don't know if it would be worth it since my dick it's covered behind my outer lips. I think a flat cage for cis guys would be a good idea but I'm still not sure. I want something that I can wear in my daily life but I don't want a chastity belt.