r/FTMorgasmdenial

I haven’t had a real edging session in over two weeks… maybe I’ve had a couple of quick orgasms with no porn. But surely if I’m good and edge myself for a few hours I can cum, right?
Should I cum tonight or not? Please encourage me to be good 🤭

Kinks include: bondage, latex, ruins, humiliation, rimming

I’m on day 4 of 125 days of orgasm denial today. Yesterday my boyfriend and I finally had time to call, which was really great. A few days ago I touched myself without permission, so we decided that we would do my punishment. We decided on edging and spanking.

He rolled a d12 to see how many times I would have to edge myself, and he got an 8. We ended up using my vibrator, and I had to keep it on the lowest setting whilst grinding against it and touching my chest and ribs. I got sooo wet from it but it took me forever to get to the edge. After I edged he had me spank myself 10 times with a belt, 5 on each butt cheek. I’m such a perfectionist when it comes to spanking that I spanked myself more than 10 times, though.

After the second edge I also forgot to say please and ask permission to touch my pussy to see how wet I was so we increased the amount of spanks to 20 (He initially wanted to do 15 but 20 is easier to divide by 2). He also had me ask permission to touch my chest and ribs from then on, and I told him that I enjoy being reminded to use my manners so we made a thing of having me say please and thank you.

I also lost count after like the third edge so my boyfriend had me reset the counter back to 0! From then on I kept track using our chat, but he told me that the next time I wouldn’t be allowed to write the numbers down. We also had to stop the spanking because it was too loud, and I got questioned on what the noise was by someone I live with. The next time I’m alone in the house I have to spank myself 120 times (The amount I missed out on during our session)

After my fourth or fifth edge my boyfriend had me suck a dildo whilst edging, which made me reach the edge pretty fast. I was so wet after, too. He then had me fuck myself with it, and it slid in so easily. He told me to fuck myself hard and I did and it felt so overstimulating (but like in a good way), and he did something that really got me. Since I forgot to thank him he asked me “What, no thank you?” (Paraphrased), which was so hot, so I thanked him multiple times. I swear he got me so noisy.

I did ask him if I could slow down and have a little break and he let me. Unfortunately as soon as I stopped I got really overwhelmed/sad out of nowhere and I started crying. It’s something I’ve struggled with before when we’ve done stuff relating to penetration, and I think it has to do with my sexual trauma that I’m still trying to figure out and work through. We ended up stopping, and he was so supportive and loving.

We just ended up chatting regularly and chilling on call for a while after that. I’m so happy that I have someone who loves and respects me so much to be honest. I feel really safe and comfortable with him, and I’m glad that we have that foundation of trust and that we’re able to say no to each other/pick up on the other’s discomfort if something is wrong.

We’re going to have free time on the weekend so we’ll probably continue with the punishment then, and try to avoid anything that might trigger me/do stuff very differently.

My mistress will put me back in denial next week. She told me she wants me leaking all the time. i would like to know how much time do you think I should be denied this time. My last were 4 days. Also, please, give me ideas of how shold she order me to tease my self and make me even more horny.

Oh, I forgot to tell, she told me as I came just reading this sub she will not allow me to cum today. Maybe I will start my denial today...

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i got back this morning from a long vacation where i had zero alone time and my poor swollen clitty did not do well with the denial at all… it started that at night i would fantasize about fucking to fall asleep, imagining a soft wet mouth gently sucking my clit while in real life it just throbbed untouched in my panties, but then the fantasies started creeping into the daylight hours and i’d be falling into a dream trance and having to stifle moans on the bus or at the park 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 the T has been making me get so stiff and achy at such random moments, it’s like anything could make my clit perk up

in a public bathroom on the way home i ran into because i was just so wet and frustrated, i did something id never done before and masturbated in a public space, rubbing and pressing my clit while the relief surged through me.. i thought it was just going to be a couple quick rubs to soothe the throbbing but as my fingers circled and slipped around my clit shaft i felt myself getting unbelievably sensitive so fast and i jerked my hand away… as i felt the embarrassment at the possibility course through me of cumming in a public place i panted into my hand and almost felt like i could cum hands free. i thought to myself there’s no way im this sensitive, i feel like a fucking prejac, so i reached down and held my hard clitboner between two fingers and just gently jacked the hood up and down over my clit head and ughhh i swear it was five seconds before i felt myself contracting so i pulled away and had what i genuinely feel like might’ve been my first ruin, i throbbed so hard but it didn’t feel like cumming

now i’m back and i still haven’t touched yet im dripping everywhere my clitty is so big and hard it hurts nghhh i cant wait to hump my wand

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Unfortunately I can’t afford a fancy expensive belt, and I don’t even have a Dom to keep me in line at the moment. I actually kinda already live with denial cause I haven’t cum in a rlly rlly long time but also cause I don’t bother trying to,,,but I do jerk off a lot 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫I can’t help but wonder if having someone take over when and how and how much I was able to touch myself if they could train me back into being able to orgasm but only when they say so

My dom decided that it would be our first experience with me on long term denial. After one last day of orgasms (after denial week), I’m on no touch until March 2027. Let’s see how long it takes me to lose my mind?

Don’t tell him, but i’m thinking of seeing if i can do the full year. I negotiated down to 7 from a full year, but I think it could be something exciting to try and hit the year goal. And i’d already mostly be there…. how bad can it be?

Ask me again in a month.

Edit: I seem to have made a mistake when setting the length of this poll (I thought I set it to one day) so I'm unofficially closing it at 26 hours and 167 votes!

I have been touching my swollen clit for hours already and came in the middle of the night because I woke up so wet and horny... help me be good! I'm also on EDGR so you can check if I actually went through with the results of this poll

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So I’ve been on total denial for 120 days almost. Much of that time has been no touch. No edged. No rubbing. No ruins. Nothing for the majority of that time. I’ve been thinking about ending my total denial and ruining. I don’t know what I want to do really, I’m just so needy and desperate and I can’t stop thinking about my dom ruining my orgasms over and over again until I’m crying and god I want that so bad, but I also want to stay complete denied. I wanna be good for my dom and leave my little clit locked up as long as he’s like. I just don’t know what to do :/