u/trans4xxx

For context:
OP from Monday

So I have been too rough with my T-Dick so now there is a blister on it, doing too much abrasive stuff with bottle brush and such things (I'm into pain play). I noticed the blister yesterday but I felt it on Wednesday already. So I decided on complete no touch to let it heal. I am using Sudeocrem to create a safe barrier. Keeping it clean and handling gently of course. But otherwise am on complete no touch rn. Meaning yesterday's and today's big O are still up for grabs. Probably tomorrow as well but we will see how it heals.

I am also avoiding watching porn, reading erotica, or looking at nudes too much because it makes me horny and dumb. Gotta be safe first, horny later 😃

Let me know if you want one of the two O's I have up for grabs right now (if you are allowed to have them of course)❤️

UPDATE EVENING:

Just had my shower, a proper shave, and then inspected my dick. It's already much better. with a bit of luck, I can gently play with it tomorrow 🤔
My pussy feels so soft and lovely, I want to play with it so much. Even just stroking the lips would be so lovely right now, but I will stick to the no touch and see how everything is tomorrow.

Diary for day one

For context, this week I will give away my orgasms or ruin them (on video) along with punishments. You can read more here https://www.reddit.com/r/FTMorgasmdenial/comments/1t9p3hz/giving_away_my_orgasms_for_a_week/

( Unsure what the best flair is for this, hoping this is the right one. )

Afternoon:

So I slept in until really late in the day and I have to leave the house shortly but decided that I should have at least a short session before. Last time I came was last night so today is the clean start for the week.

I had my wand on my dick for 15 minutes, half of that time I stayed very still and did my best not to react at all, the second half of the time I did quite a bit of grinding and humping. By the end of it I was super wet and hard. So I took a quick shower to clean up my cunt, Of course I paid special attention to my dick, using the massage setting on the shower head.

I am now about to leave the house, am still super horny and overly aware of my cunt. Once I get back home, I will probably use the fuck machine for a while, trying to ignore my dick and maybe clean my cunt a bit again like I just did hehe. But we will see. For now, me and my horny cunt have to leave the house for a few hours.

TBC evening / night

I'm a bit nervous about this because i have never done this before, but I want to try and give away my orgasms this week. Who wants to have them?

I will masturbate every day as usual but I will donate the orgasm I would normally give myself at the end, to other needy sluts. So if you have a dom who is open to let you have mine or your rule permits you to receive donated orgasms, I'm happy to give them away.

Basically just let me know. I will do first come first serve basis. The first one I see each day, when I get online, will be notified that you are the lucky winner. This includes comments and DMs (i can't see who likes so I can't take that into account). I will try to pick a different person each day if there are enough takers. If there are not that many takers, that's fine too.

Bonus rule: If there are no takers at all on any of those days, I will cum but I have to do record it (which makes it very difficult for me to cum) and upload it so you can at least see my failure. But I will always edge and masturbate throughout the day and only fall back on this before I go to sleep to make sure I don't cheat or find excuses to cum.

If I remember, I will give status updates and probably some pics but just depends how edged out of my mind I am lol.

Wish me luck, and I am open to suggestions about what I should do to my front hole and T-Dick. I have a kinks toys and limits list on my profile but TLDR (yes to pain, edging, etc. / No to lasting damage, unsanitary. / toys: different vibes, dildos, fuck machine, etc)

btw those cums mentioned above need to be punished of course, so open to punishment ideas as well)

anyway, wish me luck and a strong mind