One of my moms boyfriends started raping me when I was way too young. This went on for several years until they broke up when he took a job that required him to move away.
Every once in awhile I look at his Facebook, he’s pretty active on there. I’m not, but sometimes I look at what my friends are doing. Well, in January I saw that he was back in the city that I live in to see a concert with his friends. Seeing this flooded me with emotions ranging from being angry to being very aroused. I must be more fucked up than I thought because I messaged him asking if he was still in town. This was on Sunday and the concert was Friday, so I figured he’d have been back home by then. To my surprise he responded right away that he was still there and was leaving Monday afternoon. We talked for a little bit and I ended up inviting him over. He didn’t have a car so I ended up going to his hotel room.
I shaved and changed into a tight fitting short lavender dress with a cute black thong. I looked really cute. The whole drive over there I kept thinking I should turn around but I didn’t. I got to his room and hesitated for a minute, but ended up knocking. We talked a little more and he couldn’t take his eyes off me, it made me feel good. I ended up giving him a blow job for a bit and then took my panties off and got on my hands and knees on the bed. He pushed my dress up and fucked me. The first time he’s ever been inside consensually, even though he’s been inside me more than any other person. I let him cum inside me. Just like he used to. I stayed the night with him and he fucked me again in the morning.
I haven’t talked to him since then. But I’m really missing him tonight.