FLR Status
Part Two - The Naughty Bits
Here is part one if you missed it:
https://www.reddit.com/r/flr/s/hwA27Zlbkl
Warning: sex acts between consenting adults are mentioned below.
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We usually have sex on Saturday or Sunday night. Sex for us is usually me going down on her for long periods with my tongue and a dildo while she relaxes on her back in bed. This is mingled with short bits of PIV at her command. She usually comes first, but not always. She often lets me come but not always. It is very rare for her to allow me to come inside her. She usually makes me pull out at the last minute and have a ruined orgasm. That is the most frequent way I get to come.
Sometimes she will tell me I have to pull out after only a few pumps inside her, but she lets me stroke myself while I kiss her legs and feet until I come. Sometimes she makes me wear a condom when I fuck her. With very few exceptions, this is the only way I am allowed to have a full orgasm inside her. On rare occasions, she has me fuck her bareback until I come inside her, then go back down on her until she comes. I love doing that, but it doesn’t happen very often. Sometimes she doesn’t let me come at all. I love denial and CBT. She loves PIV. If she feels that I have been a very, very good boy, for a treat she will let me leash my balls to the bedpost with a leather cock and ball harness we bought years ago while I go down on her. This gives me a feeling of delicious predicament bondage as I struggle to reach her with my tongue as my balls are pulled tight by the cock leash. I continue until she comes which can take a long time. My balls are usually sore from the tension by the time she comes, but we are done for the night. I always clean her toys after while she relaxes and quickly falls asleep. She usually wants some PIV, so she considers this sort of denial a rare treat done only for me, and she doesn’t grant it very often.
She allows me to ask permission to masturbate once a week. She usually says yes. I asked her one morning this week if I could masturbate, and she said that I had to wait and ask her again that night.
I found out that she can use denial as punishment, too. That night I failed to follow her instructions when preparing her dinner. She said that since I didn’t listen, I would not be allowed to masturbate this week. She said that hopefully I would learn a lesson from this. That is a new development. I hope she applies this sort of punishment in the future, but I sincerely try to listen and follow her instructions to the letter! She can be very strict when she scolds me, but I love her for it.
Most of the time, I am her platonic servant and companion. That’s how it feels to me. After years of marriage, I feel closer to her than ever. We have a full life beyond our FLR dynamic that keeps us busy, but that dynamic is always bubbling under the surface. I love her, and I love my life of service and devotion to her.