Confused
I’m not pussy free all the time, I’m not caged all the time, but if me and my wife do “sex” stuff then nine times out of ten my penis won’t get inside her, and on the tenth time, it’s for a few strokes, then she says I’ve had enough. The thing is, when she’s had a night with her bull, I see her the next day and I’m allowed to have sex with her, she has me try to fuck her as hard and fast as I can, which obviously I fail at but I’m allowed inside her vagina for a while, this is when I get confused, the next few days for some reason I think I’m going to be allowed as much as I want as often as I want. I genuinely think I’ll be able to be a man, and have her on top, or what ever position I want. I’m not allowed, she shuts it down pretty quick but it’s so confusing for me.