u/tummyfullofmilk

My previous posts:

Initial - https://www.reddit.com/r/ProneHumping/s/w6x7gwY8FX

Update #1 - https://www.reddit.com/r/ProneHumping/s/bsE3zI6I3U

Update #2 - https://www.reddit.com/r/ProneHumping/s/nRRxKdD0AQ

After the first two days, I haven’t had any hesitation in prone masturbating, I don’t know why I came around to being okay with it so quick but I’m not going to question it.

Maybe it’s not even prone masturbation itself, maybe I’ve become okay with the possibility, and hopefully high chance of going fully limp without the option of it being reversible.

Getting comfortable was one part but I was shocked at how much I leaked today. Usually I hump my bed with shorts or underwear on and I’d see a wet spot on my shorts. While I was prone humping, I made a wet spot on my shorts, and that leaked through and made a spot on the bed, that caught me off guard a lot.

But I’m glad it’s making me leak this much and I’m glad I think I’ve accepted the chance of going limp (hopefully a high chance too). I still haven’t been able to fully hit an edge from proning but at least it’s making me leak. (Also haven’t cum in 8 days now).

Links to my previous posts:

Initial - https://www.reddit.com/r/ProneHumping/s/w6x7gwY8FX

Update #1 - https://www.reddit.com/r/ProneHumping/s/bsE3zI6I3U

I was using just my mattress at first, but the moment I started using a pillow beneath me I can’t stop doing it. It’s so much more comfortable and I feel like I’m actually able to hump.

I initially thought I would only do prone masturbation for maybe 20 minutes a day but today is just a day three and I have done it for almost 3 hours.

I’m a complete virgin and I’m at the point of accepting my reality of a loser virgin gooner, going permanently limp is the last step for me to make sure my reality stays that way and I can’t wait.

Do you think if I do this for at least one hour to three hours every day I’ll go permalimp soon?

Here’s my first post for those who want context:

https://www.reddit.com/r/ProneHumping/s/mQHolGIJYa

**Day 1**

After making the post as said I did do it for the first time, but not for long, maybe 15 minutes, and on my mattress. It was a little uncomfortable and harder to hump and felt like I wasn’t getting any closer to an edge.

My expectation was for most of my daily gooning, I would hump regularly (dick pointing up) for an hour or two and properly prone with my dick pointing down for maybe 15 minutes.

**Day 2**

Turned out to be the complete opposite. I got out my long pillow and decided to go prone on that instead.

I spent a total of an hour and a half humping prone today, an hour and a half… on day 2… and hardly any normal humping, just maybe for a bit here and there to fully hit a few edges.

I did it for 30 minutes three times so 1.5 hours in total. Each time I stopped, I felt a little wet spot in my shorts and on my pillow, I’m leaking from prone humping!!

And more importantly, every time I stopped prone humping and my dick went back up to the normal position, it felt a little weak/no feeling type feeling on it (Id still have feeling just relatively less) more and I’d hump regularly for a few minutes and my dick would feel almost lighter for a bit till it started to feel like normal again. And honestly, my dick feels a little “weaker” today after so much prone humping, even if ever so slightly. But mostly right after the humping.

Am I making progress and doing it the right way if it feels like that? If so, I can’t wait to go permalimp, is this a good rate to go?

For some context, I’m a 26 year old guy, still a complete virgin and I also have a tiny dick that’s hardly 4 inches when hard and like 2 inches when soft. I’m also 5’8 so not much in height.

I’ve been absolutely hooked on porn and jerking off for like 7-8 years and for the past 3-4 years I almost exclusively get off by humping by bed but not prone. I basically just do not use my hands anymore.

Whenever I watch porn of guys with huge dicks and watch the girls bounce on their dicks I get so jealous but frustrated too that I’ll never know that. My closest friend who’s a girl (and taller than me) also always makes fun of small dicks which destroys the idea that I have a chance with a girl like her.

And the fact that knowing i’m fucked turns me on and wanting to stay a virgin gooner makes me think I should start prone and go limp.

My goal is to stay without cumming and edge only for 30 days, and prone hump at least bit each day. But is it okay if I mix it in with regular humping or should I do prone only? Because sometimes it’s hard for me to reach the edge prone only and takes a along time.

Are my reasonings valid, should I do this? Any advice, tips or suggestions?

Some context about me first:

- I’m a 26yo Indian guy (but I fully love the whiteboi and BNWO ideas)

- I’m 5’8, nothing to make up for in height

- Average build, not jacked or skinny

- I’m hardly 4 inches hard and about 2 inches soft or less sometimes.

I’ve always been a porn addict but for the past 7 years since college started that’s gotten WAY bigger. And for the past four years I’ve only fallen deeper and deeper down the gooning rabbit hole.

I went from cumming every day to loving staying edged for days and weeks at a time. Recently went for 30 days of edging only with no cumming.

I don’t even use my hands anymore, I just hump my bed to edge and maybe used my hands 5 times in the past 3-4 years. I hump but not prone at the moment (dick pointing upwards).

Sometimes I don’t get fully hard when edging and sometimes I don’t care if I’m soft, as long as I can edge. I can still get rock hard but hardness isn’t an important factor.

I am also still a COMPLETE virgin in every aspect at 26 years old, I have no area to compete with other guys and my closest girl friend is taller than me and never misses the chance to make fun of tiny dicks. I’m realizing I probably don’t have a realistic change with hooking up with a girl. Because of that, and whenever I see someone hot I don’t think about asking them out etc. I just goon to the thought of them, or pics I find. Everything revolves around gooning. It’s almost completely corrupted my mind.

And I love all porn, amateur, IRL, lewds, I love hentai too and am obsssed with it, sometimes I goon to the thought of my friends when I goon to hentai of the characters they play. Even clothed pics make me wanna just goon. It’s scrambled my brain.

I think my best choice is to go prone masturbation for some time every day till I go limp, to the point where even if I try it doesn’t get hard, should I commit to it? Does it look like the right choice for me? I plan to stay orgasm free for the next 30 days and edge with prone masturbation for some part of my daily edging.

What are your thoughts, let me hear them and any advice or suggestions you have.