Always feel frustrated to start learning from basic again and again…
Hi there, just want to write something here to share my feeling and vent around.
I’ve been doodling on and off many years since I was a horny teenage young boy and now on my mid 30s.
In my mind I really want to draw better but always get hesitated and eventually rarely get any output…
After a while I’d put on the pen and draw again but feel really bad as it’s like forgot everything I’ve been learned and need to start from beginning again…
I like to follow on one style to draw something horny in one style, but I just can’t keep the characters look like them .
If you see the first 4 pics these are from over ten years ago, the last pic is today’s doodle, you can see not much improved, maybe even worse than other of my sketches or doodles.
I found maybe this subreddit is the only place that I can express my feeling, as other fb group or forum either ban 18+ stuff or only accept good art, so I write it here, sorry for the rambling