Isn't that enough? I want the tension of mutual attraction with someone can just enjoy spending time with. I am not looking for the 'deep connection' or falling in love like a lot of people seem to. It's not out of fear: I don't think I could handle being in love with someone while married to someone else. I'd feel like both relationships are incomplete somehow; and it's not fair to profess my love to someone to whom I can't give my all to due to an existing relationship.
Although I'm in a dead bedroom and we're essentially roommates, I am content with most other things in my life. I just want to add a couple things that I miss. The anticipation, flirting, laugh out loud moments, new experiences, sharing my thoughts with someone. I do have a number of friends, but not that... special friend.
I am in decent shape, and looking to take up things like hiking/rucking and biking this spring/summer to lose some of that winter weight I allowed to accumulate. Although I'm a 'professional', I don't sit at my desk most of the day. I do have a sense of humor too, but I'm a little tired so my post is pretty dry. I'm looking for someone who is smart, hilarious, comfortable in their own body. I'm liberal so that's important, too. I think the closer we are in age, the more likely we'd be at the same place in life and wanting the same things.