The longer I try to work on a submission for this subreddit, the more I experience writer's block kicking in. I have decided to go ahead with this iteration, as crude as it may seem, so as to avoid drawing a complete blank and not posting at all. You may be wondering if I was being truthful in the title of my post. The answer is yes! I most certainly have sycophantic tendencies, and I have a bit of a people pleasing streak for the right individuals. I was trying to come up with a title that might be different enough to get someone to click on my post out of sheer curiosity. If you made it this far, then it worked!
One thing I would like to mention from the onset is that I do not feel entitled to your time or attention. I am perfectly aware that people have a life outside of the internet that would take priority. I can only hope that we find some time for each other in our busy lives and I won’t hold any grudges if things don’t work out. I do my best to reply to messages as soon as possible and if for some reason I have to be away for a few hours at a time I will inform you of the circumstances!
To give a brief physical presentation, I am white, of average build, 182cm tall, with brown hair that’s on the longer side and green eyes. I currently reside in Eastern Europe, though I have lived in other countries in the past.
Personality wise, I like to view myself as someone who is bubbly, patient and compassionate. I have been told on different occasions that I am a good listener. I am more of an introvert, but I am comfortable navigating social situations when the need arises. I can be thoughtful and I can hold my own in a more serious discussion or debate if I had to. I can certainly be a bit of a people pleaser at times, I simply melt at the mere idea of making someone happy through my actions or my attentiveness. I used to be quite interested in astrology and I can give a quick tarot reading as a parlor trick. Reading and cooking are perhaps my favorite pastimes, but I also enjoy video games, tinkering with computers and singing. I like discussing film or literature and trying to understand the author’s intent. At the moment I am finishing up a master's degree. Politically I am left leaning. Hopefully I covered all of the important basics because I'm running out of inspiration!
As mentioned in the title, I am in search of true love. My primary goal with this post is to find someone whose personality might mesh well with mine, and if such a person was found, to engage in the relentless pursuit of making them happy. Over the years, one thing I've come to realize about myself is that I simply cannot fathom being in a relationship without a dominant person. I have always had a submissive side, I have always preferred prioritizing other people's needs over mine, I have always been more comfortable with being told what to do as opposed to intuiting it. I think my natural disposition makes me perfectly suited for a submissive role.
To me, submission is not a kink, or something viewed through the lens of eroticism; but rather a state of being. I dislike displaying any bratty tendencies, I do not like talking back and I don’t enjoy saying “no” to my partner unless absolutely necessary. To me, the appropriate way of treating them would be with respect, reverence and uncompromising devotion. Unless instructed otherwise, I like to manifest my submission through small rituals, frequent check-ins, taking on chores, spontaneous gift giving and organizing activities that might be enjoyable for my partner. Their presence would be sacred to me, and I want my behavior to reflect that at all times.
As for who I would like to meet, I am in search of a dominant woman for a long term connection, someone to whom I may weave my life around. Maybe even a soulmate! Physical appearance and geographical location are not that important to me. I am looking for someone who wishes to be stimulated through deep conversations who might also enjoy humor and sarcasm. I have always found myself drawn to maturity and confidence. To me there is something utterly intoxicating about the dynamic between a dominant woman and a submissive man and how they might find comfort and fulfillment in each-other through power exchange. I really hope I can provide an island of peace, comfort and obedience for someone special!
Since this is a femdom subreddit, I would like to briefly touch on kinks as well. I know that my post was mainly focused on the psychological aspect of femdom, but I do have a kinky side as well for anyone who might wish to explore it. I would like to state my hard limits, of which there are few: polyamory, financial domination, bodily fluids. I am keeping this brief as I do not want kink to be the focus of my post.
This concludes my post. I hope the read wasn't a slog to get through, I find it quite difficult to distill who I am as a person in just a few paragraphs without coming across as performative or inauthentic. I hope that you might give me a chance, dear reader! I will sincerely endeavor to make it worth your time.