Are any of you more into MESM?
I feel like i might be the rare exception who doesn’t actually care for pain. A bit of light-moderate pain is okay but I don’t crave getting the shit kicked out of me. Actually, a lot of the touch I enjoy is very gentle.
What really turns me on is the psychological forms of being dominated. In theory, a lot of the physical ways that I have kinky sex don’t actually look very different from standard sex (except for maybe some of the worshipping elements, like I’d love to kiss her feet). But i mainly loveeee being humiliated. I want to worship a woman while she finds ways to fuck with me mentally. Makes me feel just how desperate and pathetic I really am. Says humiliating and degrading things to me or makes me say them or confess to them (i lovee the idea of being made to confess things). Or pushing that to extremes like making me do public stuff or cucking me.