How my night started VS how it ended
Don’t tell my husband.
Pupils never dilate
My husband and I rolled on Friday with some friends. (My husband and I dosed the same amount from the same lil baggie.) The whole night I kept feeling like I wasn’t really fucked up enough. My husband and friends were obviously having a blast.
Anyways, when I looked back on pictures from the other night- my pupils look totally normal. Not dilated at all. This is actually a pretty common thing that I’ve experienced when rolling… what is up with that?? (it’s also a pretty common experience for me that I don’t feel like it gets me high enough) I’m not on antidepressants or any other medication..
Is this common?
When I was first introduced to MDMA, I thought it didn’t work for me… everyone else seemed to be having a blast and I just felt… nothing? And then the same thing happened the second time. BUT THE THIRD TIME??? AMAZING.
I thought maybe it was a fluke, but I just talked to someone else who had a very similar experience. So is it more common than I realized?
I’m wondering if my brain was just expecting weed-high because that’s all I’d ever experienced previously, so it didn’t register what was actually happening?
Just this onceeee? 🥺🙏🏻
Normally I wait a strict six weeks between rolling sessions… But I’ve got two events coming up that are like 3 weeks apart that I’d really love to roll for both of them. Is it a terrible idea to do it with just 3 weeks in between one time?