Anal regression
So…Im a sissy and I used to play with my ass a lot and got to the point where I could take huge toys in there, which was my goal from the start. A couple of weeks back I was trying to stretch my hole even further, so I got a new toy, bigger than the ones I already had (don’t know the measurements but it was thick), I began my session with a regular dildo, then sized up a bit, then a bit more, until I was trying to fit the new toy, it was a struggle but I finally managed to insert it. I rode it, slowly at first, then faster until I was fully impaling myself on it, it felt awesome tbh, kept at it for about an hour and called it a day thinking: fuck yeah, this is my new girth limit from now on. Went to sleep with a sore hole and didn’t think too much of it cause the sensation always fades the next day. I wake up and my hole is still sore, which raised a bit of an alarm but nothing too serious, but the issue was I couldn’t sit down cause it hurt a little too much, maybe a small tear I thought, it’ll heal, it always does haha. So after a couple of days the soreness finally faded, couple more days and it was time for my weekly anal session, cleaned up my insides like always, and when I tried to insert my smallest dildo I felt a sharp pain in my hole, it even made me jump and scream a bit, so I postponed the session for a couple weeks to let my anus fully heal. Couple of weeks go by and it’s time for my anal session and when I tried to insert my starter dildo….fuck, it didn’t go in 😖, maybe more lube I thought, but no. After a couple of minutes I managed to put it in but felt major discomfort, when usually my hole stretched quite easily, then I tried to size up a bit but it was also a big no from my hole. It got me thinking the small tear from a couple of weeks back wasn’t so small after all, I felt like my well trained, flexible hole developed some not so flexible scar tissue in the healing process, and now I’m back at square one, like an anal rookie struggling to get the smallest of toys inside me 😭😭, and honestly, getting back to my usual “level” seems like such a chore, don’t want to put in the work. All my hard anal work thrown away because of an injury 😭😭😭….
End of rant 😞