I wish someone would fuck anything that's left of the idea of being a boy or a lesbian out of me.
and if i complain or even think about pretending to be a boy again he'll punish me, force me to take him all the way up my ass if i want to be a boy so bad forcing me to go dumb on a real cock and record me admitting that I'm just a stupid needy girl over and over again..
i need someone to make sure i'll never try to be a boy again, posting pictures, videos and things i said if i even try the slightest >.<
I want to be forced to stay what I've always been forever without ever having the chance to go back
please someone do this to me, blackmail me into staying a good girl forever >.<
I can't help but keep imagining giving into a real man, him wanting to fix me after i told him I'm not into men but he doesn'tgive up and makes me take off my clothes.
When he sees my naked body he realises I'm not just a tiny twink but actually a fakeboy that pretended to be a guy all the time. He would call me a girl and dyke all the time, telling me he's going to fix me, that i need to be fucked by a real men to come back to my senses.
I'd try to cover my body but he'd just hold my arms to keep them out of the way while he makes me take his big cock all the way down my throat, training me to take it all. After that he'd tell me if i want to be a boy i get treated like one aswell and force me to take him up my ass.
It would hurt so much getting stretched by his huge cock but he'd just hold me down and tell me to take it because that's how boys get fucked.
He would fuck me until he's cumming deep in my ass and then make me lock him clean just to fuck my pussy, stretching it out and rubbing my sensitive clit while he does.
I couldn't help myself but moan on his fat cock while he makes me admit how much better it feels to be fucked like the good girl i am.
He'd make me repeat it all over, forcing me to to tell him my deadname and admit that I've never been anything else but a stupid cock hungry girl pretending to be a boy until i can't hold it anymore and cum on his cock.
He'd keep going until he shoots his load up my pussy filling me up all the way.
i really want to meet more FtM guys who want to treat me like the girl I've always been, here's some more information about me:
20y, she/her, T for 3 years, Top surgery 2 years ago
i experienced getting misgendered by another trams guy for the first time and i reacted so strong to it.
compared to him i'm much more feminine, he's way taller than me, looks more masculine, has more body hair and a bigger tdick >.<
and for some reason this turned me on like nothing else did before. not getting perceived as a man by another trans guy mad me feel so hot, i put on girly underwear for him and he told me i look hot and just girl, not like a man at all 😵💫
even worse, he told me he isn't into men, so he must fully see me as a woman if i turn him on, right?
I really can't get enough of this, being treated like any other girl by a real trans man and turned into the obedient girl i am is the best thing that could happen to me.
I want him to feminise me, making me use my deadname and she/her pronouns and shave my whole body, forcing me to stop taking testosterone and to grow my hair out while making me wear cute, girly outfits with stuffed bras so everyone can see that I'm nothing but a girl and his fucktoy >.<
He'd be so much more masculine than me, everyone could see we're just another straight couple like everyone else.
It doesn't matter if he has a tdick or a post surgery, everyone knows he has a dick and i only have a useles clit. He'd fuck me with big strap ons, making me take his cock because i could never fuck someone with my small clit even if i tried or used a strap on i wouldn't get far because he'd be so much stronger than me and i don't know how to use a cock anyways since I'm just a fucktoy for him. 😣