r/HouseOfTrauma

I’m soon going to college in a new city. New chances of finally becoming the slut I want to be, but I’m afraid I still don’t have it in me. My social anxiety gets in the way of me being flirty and outgoing, making advances on someone or going along with advances being made on me. I often feel invisible, not desirable, and I think it’s mostly because of my closed off attitude.
Would anyone like to crack me open and teach me how to be a good outgoing slut? Teach me how I can become a good and easy victim and how to not be a coward when I get preyed upon? How to get bad men to see me and approach me? And perhaps groom me into becoming less prudish, chipping away at my boundaries, grooming me into becoming more ok with being violated by older men. I want to become the campus rape slut