r/incestHeaven_

Hello everyone! This is a throw away account and need to get some advice. Im a single female and have a younger single brother who has been our support and bread winner ever since our dad passed away. After our dad passed away, we were not doing well financially and he started working full time on his business while being a full time student. Due to his hard work, we are now doing 100x times better than before. He’s been a great brother to me, always counted on him to show up when needed and been my emotional support through tough times. Now here comes the part im confused about and have no one to talk to.

About 2-3 weeks ago, we were just talking about random stuff one night and I brought up the topic of dating. Asked him about his type and he started listing things that I first felt was about me. Then he said something that tbh shocked me. He said that he wants to be with me and wants to make me his woman. He continued with that i have always made him a better person, a hard worker and his success is due to me. Said how he’ll do anything for me, treat me like a queen, buy me anything etc etc. NOW if he wasnt my brother 100% i would have fallen for him sooner. He is an amazing guy, great personality everything I want in my guy. At the time I said no and he changed topics but it remained with me. A part of me wants to give him a chance, be the woman he deserves and I get a great guy in return, but at the same time just forget about it due to being incest. Please help with making a decision as I’m hella confused and cant make a decision.

  After posting stories about my current Family dynamic, some have asked me if I have any (birth) family history. I do have some history of family play. My own experience is as follows....

  When I was younger, my Dad wasn't around much, due to working alot. My Mom (around the time this took place), was in her late 30s, and early 40s. I was close to my Mom, and we would often sit around the house together. I had been having some dirty thoughts about her for a while, at this point. I would check out her small figure. I especially liked her nice legs, and small feet. One day, she was rubbing her foot, and mentioned that is was hurting. I walker over, and sat down at her feet. I offered to massage it for her. I didn't know how, but didn't really think about that. All I knew is it was my chance to touch her beautiful feet.

  She didn't say anything, when I offered, and I didn't wait for a response either. Once I sat down, I put both hands on her right foot, (that she mentioned was hurting). Once I started rubbing, all she said was "oh ok". I think it surprised her, but she didn't seem to mind it either. She just sat quietly and let me rub and massage. This went on for around 15 minutes straight. I had also rubbed up her legs just a bit. Just to the tops of her calves. I eventually stopped, and she thanked me. She said that she feels much better. After this, she would ask me if I wanted to massage them again, and of course, I did!

  The third time this happened, it got more brave....

After a bit of massaging, I leaned down, and kissed each foot a couple times. She didn't say anything, so i did it again. This time, slipping my tongue out some. She seemed very relaxed with her head almost back. Her eyes were half closed. Since she didn't stop me then, i kept going. Back and forth between rubbing, kissing, and licking. I was so hard, during this whole time. I couldn't resist pushing further. I started kissing and licking up her legs. Making sure to move more towards the inside, as I went up. She let me keep going, so I did. When I got to her inner thigh areas (a bit passed her knees), she suddenly leaned up, and said "we can't go any further. It's not right). I said it seemed fine to me, and if it feels good, than it should be right. She said again, that is just wasn't right. That ended that session.

  These massage sessions continued on, with more of the same play. During one of these, she didn't immediately stop me, when I got to her inner thighs. I was kissing, licking, and rubbing them both. This time, I gently pushed her legs open more. They were further open, than I'd ever had them. And since she never wore panties, when she wore her night gown, her pussy was completely exposed! I stared at it as much as I could, while continuing to kiss her inner thighs. I did make sure to get close enough, to smell her scent. She smelled so amazing! Unfortunately, she stopped me again. And again, said that we couldn't go any further. I aksed her why, and said that it seemed like it would be ok, if we both wanted it. She still said, she didn't think it was right to do... Came so close to one of my most frequent dreams. However, I was very lucky to get closer, than many do.....