r/letgirlsgetbetter

F30 - Nothing gets me hornier then thinking about all my friends being degraded and fucked probably - I feel so guilty objectifying them so much but I can’t stop I’m scared it’s why I’ve stopped making so many friends

Real quick, I'm a 19-year-old girl, and I like to get men online and dominate them. It's still sorta vanilla-ish. I make them say embarrassing stuff, send voice messages, sometimes pictures or calls. It started when I got into some gaming servers, and all the incels there saw a woman, so they had to flirt. With that, I liked turning it around and making them embarrassed. It's like a push and pull. I like it when they offer resistance and don't act like little femboy bitches.

Anyhow, I've been doing that for a few months, maybe. The problem is that they're getting awfully boring. It used to be exciting because there was the risk of failing, but now I'm so comfortable in this scene that I don't care all that much if I fail, since there's going to be a dozen others I'll make fold. And even the ones I mention I "fail" with, I always feel like it's because they get so boring so quickly.

I think I just really like the chase, but it's so annoying how they become so unamusing so quickly. Recently, even the initial push and pull, the bantering and teasing and pushing limits, has become insanely boring.

I know the thrill would be there if I went for men IRL. I don't think I'm ugly by any means, and I'm desired by men, but I just feel like, IRL, it would be expected for me to have sex with the men I flirt with, right? That freaks me out, though. I like having fun in sexual contexts with these piggies I meet, but it's always them on the receiving end. I want my first time to be really sweet and gentle and pure, not getting cornered into it because I teased the wrong guy.

Any tips on how I can spice it up while staying safe? Preferably online?

Literally need a bff/FWB to be crazy with. I've been slowly breaking my out my good girl shell and trying to find other girls like me is so hard. Can't host but down to meet somewhere definitely gotta bond/talk. 23 year old black female 😜🤪and got a Nintendo switch

I would want to be taken while at a party after my drink was spiked and I fall unconscious when I wake up I’m so confused and try to move but quickly realize I can’t and I try to move around but realize my head is in a box and I can’t see anything except for a camera inside the box and I start panicking and I hear a voice say something along the lines of look who’s awake and then I freeze while I hear his footsteps get closer and I start begging him to let me go and I won’t tell anyone and he says uh uh uh somebody’s being a naughty little girl and I feel him prick me with a needle and inject me with something that makes me extremely horney and then I see the light from the camera turn on and hear him say now we’re live and I hear men enter the room and they take turns on me and rub my clit all while my body and facial expressions display clear enjoyment and I come many times and they say degrading things to me and tell me how much of a slut I am and I admit how good it feels all while being recorded and after this is all over I’m dressed and allowed to leave but now everyone knows who i am and I’m touched every where I go