boredom and sexy stuff
Real quick, I'm a 19-year-old girl, and I like to get men online and dominate them. It's still sorta vanilla-ish. I make them say embarrassing stuff, send voice messages, sometimes pictures or calls. It started when I got into some gaming servers, and all the incels there saw a woman, so they had to flirt. With that, I liked turning it around and making them embarrassed. It's like a push and pull. I like it when they offer resistance and don't act like little femboy bitches.
Anyhow, I've been doing that for a few months, maybe. The problem is that they're getting awfully boring. It used to be exciting because there was the risk of failing, but now I'm so comfortable in this scene that I don't care all that much if I fail, since there's going to be a dozen others I'll make fold. And even the ones I mention I "fail" with, I always feel like it's because they get so boring so quickly.
I think I just really like the chase, but it's so annoying how they become so unamusing so quickly. Recently, even the initial push and pull, the bantering and teasing and pushing limits, has become insanely boring.
I know the thrill would be there if I went for men IRL. I don't think I'm ugly by any means, and I'm desired by men, but I just feel like, IRL, it would be expected for me to have sex with the men I flirt with, right? That freaks me out, though. I like having fun in sexual contexts with these piggies I meet, but it's always them on the receiving end. I want my first time to be really sweet and gentle and pure, not getting cornered into it because I teased the wrong guy.
Any tips on how I can spice it up while staying safe? Preferably online?