r/neutered

22 cis bisexual. Currently with a 21F partner, no interest in breaking up.

In my head I have 2 different outcomes after being neutered: The outcome I am planning on where I will probably take T and maintain almost everything about my current life, and the outcome which I have pretty much always wanted where I either stay a natural eunuch or take feminizing hormones. One of my close friends who is also seeking to be neutered is advising that I go with option 2.

While I would like the 2nd option, I have no interest in socially transitioning. I feel as if this could be disruptive to my relationship however, and I also worry that I may be too old now to fully benefit from an orchie in this manner.

I had my orchiectomy about two weeks ago and I've never been happier. I'm mostly back to normal as far as mobility goes. I still have some internal swelling which is why I have been told to refrain from sexual activity until my follow up appointment on Tuesday.

The main problem is that my horniness has been slowly increasing and there's nothing I can do about it. If I even try to lean into my arousal I'm immediately met with discomfort.

I know I should listen to my body and follow the medical advice but it's so difficult.