Disclaimer: This is a real and vanilla story of me and my fwb. Focuses more on intimacy than sex.

For people who want to skip to the "On the topic of this post" part:

I know this is still gonna be a long read even if you skip the middle part. I'm sorry for that.

This post is about the way me and the girl who's my long-term friend, roommate and recent fwb, have gotten so comfortable with eachother in ways I think some may see as unusual, especially for someone not in a relationship. I think some may see this as unusual even in a relationship. We're so similar to eachother in almost all the aspects, even looks, though we obviously do look different as I'm a guy and she's a girl. We both have features that are considered conventionally attractive, so the type of attention we deal with is similar. I think this is important to mention because we vibe with eachother by choice when we have options.

About our dynamic for anyone interested:

I've been friends with a girl for four years now. She's around 2 years older than me. We think alike and our conversations about everything go deep and I love it. We do have different opinions on certain things, but the way we communicate to get to either a middle ground or agree to disagree is so similar and it's amazing. We always vibe a lot because of our similar interests, personalities and mindsets. We've both decided to take a break from relationships because I got out of a bad relationship and so did she. But we still go on dates and hookup (me with other girls and her with other guys). We've always been clear with letting the people we date know that we don't want anything long-term. And so we still hookup with dates the same. Around 10 months ago, we moved in as roomates and we also work part-time at the same place. We both started hooking up too, along with hooking up with others (not hooking up together with others lol. Hope I was clear about that)

Around 7 months ago, we both naturally stopped going on dates and hooking up with others, and just got comfortable with the routine of going to classes, studying, working our jobs, staying in the apartment, vibing with movies, shows, board games, music, cooking together and having sex with eachother. Though we also go and do stuff by ourselves and with others seperately too. We mostly go out with friends, me with my friend group and she with her friend group. We only sometimes go out together with common friends.

We always have a lot to talk about with eachother. We find it physically and mentally impossible to fight for some reason, at least that's how I feel and I think she feels the same. I think it's because we're so similar even with our lifestyles, priorities and with the way we operate in general. And also maybe we have a knack for being smooth without even trying.

On the topic of this post:

We recently started getting very comfortable intimately. We walk around naked in the apartment. We casually cuddle. We shower together at night when there's time for it. We even casually talk about random stuff while one's on the toilet.

We talk about everything from random mundane stuff to deep stuff while having slow sex. We watch or listen to (depending on the angle at the moment) video essays and similar stuff on YouTube with sheer focus while having sex and discuss those too. And we have long makeouts while having sex and talk about different things in between too. We mutually masturbate and touch eachother while watching random stuff and talk about random stuff. We talk even when give head to eachother.

It's not like we have no sensation while doing it. She moves her body and guide mine when something hits the spot for her while doing it. And I do the same with her. It happens naturally without any of us consciously doing it. And then we sometimes end it without finishing to save for later if we got time for another round, or we end the long session hardcore with a bang and finish. She likes to cum multiple times and she easily can, I like to hold it in as I have an interest in the practice of karezza (not for any spiritual or esoteric reasons, I just like it), so I cum only sometimes. So it's easy for us to have sex for like an hour or two. We think the only thing that stops us from having sex for longer hours is because we got classes and jobs. As we sometimes also have long rounds overnight.

This got meta when we once noticed this recently and talked about this topic while having sex lol.

I don't think this is a weird thing. I just don't know if this is common or not. But I like this and so does she. We don't want to be in a long-term relationship though. We're clear with eachother about that. We care for eachother but just as friends.

I am a 23 year old guy. I have a mom, dad and an older brother. Firstly, I want to preface this by stating that I don't have even slight attraction towards my biological mother at all. It absolutely disgusts me and I would never even look at my mother like that.

My porn preference has always mostly been solo female porn. Later on, I started watching solo woman pov mother roleplay porn, where the woman plays as my actual biological mother. Not the tame stuff or with words like step mother and step son. I watch the one with the words actual mother, actual son, biological. The women in those say things like "come back into the hole you came from, my lovely son". I also watch such pov style videos with ageplay, where the woman plays as the mom introducing her son to sex at a very very very young age. Using actual underage numbers while talking to her son (me because it's pov style). I often fantasize and imagine a different life/reality, where I have a mother (not my actual biological mother. Instead, it's a woman from the videos I watch or my favourite celeb or pornstar) who would introduce me to sex when I'm very little and we continue having it, like maybe dad's dead due to a road accident or something else shortly after I was born, and it's just me and my mother raising me as a single mom. In it, I'd be an only child too. So it's just me and my mom with no one else like father and siblings in the equation. My actual biological father is alive and well and I love my mom, dad and my brother like children do for their parents and as a brother does for his sibling. I would never have anything other than that with my actual mom. But this one vice is there and it's persistent.

I am not guilty of the content I watch. Because well,

1. What I watch is not actual CP (which I absolutely condemn)
2. The women who make that porn are adults, but even then, I wouldn't condone it if the genders are reversed, it's absolutely disgusting.
3. The ageplay is directed only towards me.

I had an ex girlfriend who was more into it than I was and we enthusiastically indulged in it, including the ageplay where she treats me like I am her son in the bed (It's embarrassing to say). But our dynamic was regular during other times when we were not having sex. We were together for a year and a half, then I broke up with her around 5 months ago as the relationship became toxic in other ways and also as I was about to move to another country. I would not bring this fantasy up in my next relationship. I don't think anyone would understand, even I don't. I don't know why I am like this. All of this may seem freaky or silly for anyone reading this, but it's quite heavy to hold it in. I just wanted to get this off my chest.

I am a 23 year old guy. I have a mom, dad and an older brother. Firstly, I want to preface this by stating that I don't have even slight attraction towards my biological mother at all. It absolutely disgusts me and I would never even look at my mother like that.

My porn preference has always mostly been solo female porn. Later on, I started watching solo woman pov mother roleplay porn, where the woman plays as my actual biological mother. Not the tame stuff or with words like step mother and step son. I watch the one with the words actual mother, actual son, biological. The women in those say things like "come back into the hole you came from, my lovely son". I also watch such pov style videos with ageplay, where the woman plays as the mom introducing her son to sex at a very very very young age. Using actual underage numbers while talking to her son (me because it's pov style). I often fantasize and imagine a different life/reality, where I have a mother (not my actual biological mother. Instead, it's a woman from the videos I watch or my favourite celeb or pornstar) who would introduce me to sex when I'm very little and we continue having it, like maybe dad's dead due to a road accident or something else shortly after I was born, and it's just me and my mother raising me as a single mom. In it, I'd be an only child too. So it's just me and my mom with no one else like father and siblings in the equation. My actual biological father is alive and well and I love my mom, dad and my brother like children do for their parents and as a brother does for his sibling. I would never have anything other than that with my actual mom. But this one vice is there and it's persistent.

I am not guilty of the content I watch. Because well,

1. What I watch is not actual CP (which I absolutely condemn)
2. The women who make that porn are adults, but even then, I wouldn't condone it if the genders are reversed, it's absolutely disgusting.
3. The ageplay is directed only towards me.

I had an ex girlfriend who was more into it than I was and we enthusiastically indulged in it, including the ageplay where she treats me like I am her son in the bed (It's embarrassing to say). But our dynamic was regular during other times when we were not having sex. We were together for a year and a half, then I broke up with her around 5 months ago as the relationship became toxic in other ways and also as I was about to move to another country. I would not bring this fantasy up in my next relationship. I don't think anyone would understand, even I don't. I don't know why I am like this. All of this may seem freaky or silly for anyone reading this, but it's quite heavy to hold it in. I just wanted to get this off my chest.

I am a 23 year old guy. I have a mom, dad and an older brother. Firstly, I want to preface this by stating that I don't have even slight attraction towards my biological mother at all. It absolutely disgusts me and I would never even look at my mother like that.

My porn preference has always mostly been solo female porn. Later on, I started watching solo woman pov mother roleplay porn, where the woman plays as my actual biological mother. Not the tame stuff or with words like step mother and step son. I watch the one with the words actual mother, actual son, biological. The women in those say things like "come back into the hole you came from, my lovely son". I also watch such pov style videos with ageplay, where the woman plays as the mom introducing her son to sex at a very very very young age. Using actual underage numbers while talking to her son (me because it's pov style). I often fantasize and imagine a different life/reality, where I have a mother (not my actual biological mother. Instead, it's a woman from the videos I watch or my favourite celeb or pornstar) who would introduce me to sex when I'm very little and we continue having it, like maybe dad's dead due to a road accident or something else shortly after I was born, and it's just me and my mother raising me as a single mom. In it, I'd be an only child too. So it's just me and my mom with no one else like father and siblings in the equation. My actual biological father is alive and well and I love my mom, dad and my brother like children do for their parents and as a brother does for his sibling. I would never have anything other than that with my actual mom. But this one vice is there and it's persistent.

I am not guilty of the content I watch. Because well,

1. What I watch is not actual CP (which I absolutely condemn)
2. The women who make that porn are adults, but even then, I wouldn't condone it if the genders are reversed, it's absolutely disgusting.
3. The ageplay is directed only towards me.

I had an ex girlfriend who was more into it than I was and we enthusiastically indulged in it, including the ageplay where she treats me like I am her son in the bed (It's embarrassing to say). But our dynamic was regular during other times when we were not having sex. We were together for a year and a half, then I broke up with her around 5 months ago as the relationship became toxic in other ways and also as I was about to move to another country. I would not bring this fantasy up in my next relationship. I don't think anyone would understand, even I don't. I don't know why I am like this. All of this may seem freaky or silly for anyone reading this, but it's quite heavy to hold it in. I just wanted to get this off my chest.

Anyone having discord and a laptop, please DM. I'll share my screen and stream whatever you want. Let's fap