Submissiveness and Jerking Off
Why is it that when i dont jerk off for a day, i start feeling the need to be submissive. If it goes for a two - three days i lean even more into it to the point of wanting to be a slave. More often than not, i cant control myself from Jerking off. I often lie to doms that i've been locked for weeks together while i just put the cage on before a session. I feel guilty about it but i cant help but jerk off. Which then removes the submissiveness. How do i become better at this?