u/Alert-Cream2112

Good looking masculine appearing guy in concord dying to bottom out for a nice fat cock. Behind closed doors I love to turn into a total cum slut. Who’s out there?

I’ve finally gotten to the point where getting fucked in my ass really doesn’t hurt anymore, it just feels good. SOOOOOO fucking good! So good that’s all I really about these days. I didn’t know it was possible to really control the level of pain that goes with getting fucked but it totally is and ever since I realized it I’ve found myself actually masterbating with a dildo and seeing if I can cum without even touching my dick and I totally can! There is nothing better than an anal orgasm! I love it so much.

So here I am, a good looking, out going, happy go lucky 47 year old guy and I have come to the realization that Theres only one thing in life that will truly make me happy, being in a serious relationship with a beautiful trans girl who will love me as much as I will love her. That’s all I want, I doing think it’s too much to ask for, but I’ve found it to be the hardest thing I’ve ever tried to find in life. Note I totally understand and get why trans girls, especially very pretty ones are so guarded and not the most social or trusting people in the world, I totally get that, I really do, but I’m finding it almost impossible to not only meet one who will actually give me the time of day, but also meet one who will take me serious. Every single trans girl I’ve ever spoken with, and it’s only a few, right off the bat thought that I was just trying to live out some fantasy and that I don’t care about them or what they have to say or anything like that nothing could be further from the truth. I just need a shot, just one chance for a trans girl to take me serious and see that I’m not in the DL, I’m not trying to hide anyone or be shamed of being seen with anyone, on the contrary, nothing would make me more proud than to introduce my friends to a trans girl that I’m trying to be with and love. I don’t give a fuck, I’m done playing games, I’m done caring what ANYONE has to say, if they’re REALLY my friends AB’s really love me then they’ll see how happy I’d be and they would support me. I’m 47, I’ve gotten rid of all the fake ass one sided so called friends in my life, I surround myself with folks who know what it means to be a friend and want nothing kitty than to see me happy. I know if I could just meet the right trans girl and show her that I’m nothing but real and have nothing but love to share with her I know my life would be so much happier. But I feel like that day will never come and it bums me out so much.

So I am a 47 year old masculine man who’s always kind of been bisexual secretly, only a few very close friends know, but recently I met a man and have been hooking up with him. In the past two weeks I’ve let him fuck me 8 times and each time it feels better and better. Son good that the last time we hung out we were at a neighborhood park and I let him pull my pants down and fuck me in the bushes. I’m normally very masculine and manly acting, but everytime I hang out with this guy I just want to be more and more submissive, more and more of a total bottom cumslut for him. It’s all I think about these days. It’s all I want to do. Get naked for him and let him fuck me anywhere and anyway he pleases. I really don’t even think about pussy anymore, all I can think about is how I can best be an absolute cum hungry dirty little faggot for him. I love feeling him cum inside of me, I beg him for it everytime I talk to him. His cock makes me feel so good and makes me think that I am truly gay. When we hang out I am constantly on my knees sucking his fat cock. I love the way it feels in my mouth and I always end up begging him to fuck Mme and fill me up with his cum. He fits inside of me Sooo well and last time we fucked he almost made me cum hands free. I can’t wait till he comes over tonight, I plan on waiting for him on my couch naked face down ass up Sooo he can walk in and go straight to work. All I want is for him to fuck Mme over and over again

So to start off I don’t consider myself gay, until recently that is. I met a man a few months back online and have hooked up with him like 3 or 4 times since then and I have to say, it feels so fucking good!!! I’ve been craving it for the past week and finally got him to come see me and we went to the neighborhood park by my house and found a nice little bench to sit on. It wasn’t even five minutes and I was on my knees with his cock in my mouth and then I got up took my pants off and begged him to fuck me. It felt so fucking good omg. I can still feel his cum dripping out my ass. Think I might not be as straight as I thought I was cuz feeling him shoot his load inside me felt so amazing!!!