34 [M4F] #NewYork Looking for a Nice Jewish Girl
I've been lurking on this group and others for awhile now. Most times I get scared or guilty and delete everything. Other times I connect with someone and stay for longer - we develop a relationship, a friendship, a caring bond.
It's been long enough that I know what makes me uncomfortable and what my line is. I don't have time to text all day, and I wont entertain a world where we'll leave our spouses and run off. I want the "Hey sexy, how are you" moments, the "you've got this today!," and the "Ugh I am horny, I wish you were here" moments.
I was reflecting this week a bit on how I communicate with my partner, and those above moments come up, but they're rare, and most often occur during times apart, work trips etc.
I want that spark that was there during the first few weeks or months of dating, or whatever!
Those were the days!