18 [M4F] #NewYork- Im a Slutty Femboy looking for a Domme to Use, Train, and Feminize
I've been desperately searching for a dom/domme who might be willing to take me under their wing and guide me on my feminization journey into the femboy I so badly want to become. It's a path I've been walking alone for a while now, piecing things together through research, self-reflection, and quiet experimentation, but I've always known, deep down, that I need someone to truly flourish. Not just a casual connection, but a real dynamic built on trust, patience, and genuine investment in who I'm becoming. I haven't been lucky enough to find the right match yet, but I remain hopeful, because I know exactly what I'm looking for and I'm not willing to settle for less.
I'm 5'10" with blonde curly hair and blue eyes, with a slim but lightly muscular build, though I'll admit I've been neglecting the gym lately and could use a little push in that department too. My little uncaged clitty is about 5 inches, though of course that's hardly what matters here. What I truly crave is a firm, guiding hand, someone who sees the potential in me and takes genuine pleasure in drawing it out, shaping me, and holding me accountable to the version of myself I'm striving to become.
I have a deep love for stockings, leggings, and thigh high socks, whether on myself or someone else. There's something about the way they feel and look that resonates with me on a level I find hard to articulate, it's part comfort, part aesthetic, part identity. My wardrobe is embarrassingly limited right now, just a pair of fuzzy thigh highs and a cute micro bikini, but that's not for lack of desire. I would happily and eagerly purchase whatever I'm told to wear. Building a wardrobe under someone's direction is, honestly, part of the fantasy, being guided toward a look that reflects both my own femininity and my dom/domme's vision for me.
Beyond presentation, I'm eager to grow in other ways too. I'm enthusiastic about anything anal and genuinely keen to improve my oral skills. I approach these areas not just as activities but as forms of service and devotion, ways of showing up fully and giving myself over to the dynamic.
As for kinks and limits, I'm open to a wide range of experiences within the realm of feminization and domination, and I'm genuinely willing to try anything at least once with the right person. I believe in communication, aftercare, and the kind of trust that makes exploration feel safe rather than reckless. My hard limits are firm and non-negotiable: no permanent bodily harm, no scat, and absolutely nothing illegal. Everything else, I'd love to explore under the right guidance.
If you're someone who finds joy in nurturing, shaping, and leading, and you're looking for a devoted, eager, and self-aware sub to guide, I'd genuinely love to hear from you <3