u/Baby_Akward_

One of my co-worker friends who’s black and I were talking about going to watch the World Cup game today. And my head started day dreaming and it went in the direction of me introducing him to my best friend, white blonde girl, and then turned into them hooking up. Imagining her get Blacked was so fucking hot I was embarrassed by it. My brain is getting fried and I can’t stop it

I’ll send photos outside if you want to see me. Someone could see, could be fun to expose myself like that, lol

SC👻: sagesmles

Looking for DirtyTalk and RolePlay. Someone who will be down to have good conversation and flirt back and forth.

Since it’s a long weekend I have been going for so long. I’ve been hitting the weed pen. Tomorrow I plan on teasing myself an gooning all day. I have a bunch of toys I am going to tease myself. Maybe play with strangers online and play to some fantasies while I just become brainless and scroll and watch.

I want to try a Hypnotic Battle. It seems fun and I want to try a new Challenge.

My girlfriend goes to work during the week at night and will be out of town this weekend from Saturday-Wednesday. I want to humiliate myself and send photos of myself in her clothes. I’ll send photos and we take requests if you have something in mind she might have

I want to be a service sub for a woman.

About me:
I am 33, i live in Virginia. 5’3”, about 140lbs so an average build. Non sexual interest are racing, anime, video games, TV shows, hiking, music, going to concerts, music festivals.

I have what I consider a quirky personality, but a lot of social anxiety that big groups I clam up and can’t really engage well. I enjoy drinking socially, and I do enjoy weed.

My sexual kinks are:
Chastity, denial, worship, bondage, and service. I have more so if you want to know message.

The dynamic I want similar to my fantasy:
I want to be a service sub that’s also a boyfriend. Our day to day can look like a normal relationship, especially in our public social lives. I want chemistry of someone who I can fall completely head over heels for. My partner and best friend at the same time. Go on dates, events, take vacations together.

The private portion, you are boss. I want to be given chores and task to complete. You can be anywhere from mean and cruel, to soft and gentle or mix it up depending on how you woke up that day. I want my love and connection to be so intense to you, that you leaving feels like ripping my heart open from the inside.

I want to be trained to anticipate your needs. To worship you like a goddess. That when you ask for me to do something for you, i do it and there are harsh punishments for not listening. I want to be molded into someone’s perfect little slave.

I got home from work yesterday and decided to goon again. So i put in my biggest butt plug and watched porn just beating my balls for about an hour and a half. Just got naked and wasn’t allowing myself to touch my cock. I was panting and ended up sticking my tongue out because of what I was seeing.

I finished it by doing a prejac challenge of rubbing for 45 seconds with two middle fingers that says “cum like a girl” but at the last 5 seconds i beat my balls and it ruined my orgasm. I laid there still hornier than ever but also not wanting to stop.
I feel broken but can’t stop and want to go deeper. I want to be tortured so much more in my mind at the same time.

I got home from work yesterday and decided to goon again. So i put in my biggest butt plug and watched porn just beating my balls for about an hour and a half.

I finished it by doing a prejac challenge of rubbing for 45 seconds with two fingers but at the end i beat my balls and it made me leak all over myself.

I feel broken but can’t stop and want to go deeper.

I decided to have a goon session yesterday. I wore a chastity cage, and had porn audio playing in my ears for hours beforehand. I finally got to lay down after a full day of getting worked up, I started stroking my dildo instead of my own watching porn.

It was frustrating me that I started using the dildo to hit my balls. It was hitting in the right way that there was so much pain mixed with pleasure that I felt I couldn’t stop. The audio in my ears turned me into a drooling mess. I took my cage off and started beating them but only using my index finger to tap the head of my tiny cock.

After 20 minutes of beating I stroked it lightly and as I started cumming, I let go started beating the cum out of my balls with my dildo. I made a big mess all over myself, and I was so exhausted afterwards, I accidentally put on clothes and forgot I was covered in cum and it got all over them. I felt so embarrassed after that point because my brain felt like mush. I felt like I couldn’t stop, and wanted more pleasure and more pleasure. I think next time I need to plug myself and try it again.

I decided to have a goon session yesterday. I wore a chastity cage, and had porn audio playing in my ears for hours beforehand. I finally got to lay down after a full day of getting worked up, I started stroking my dildo instead of my own watching porn.

It was frustrating me that I started using the dildo to hit my balls. It was hitting in the right way that there was so much pain mixed with pleasure that I felt I couldn’t stop. The audio in my ears turned me into a drooling mess. I took my cage off and started beating them but only using my index finger to tap the head of my tiny cock.

After 20 minutes of beating I stroked it lightly and as I started cumming, I let go started beating the cum out of my balls with my dildo. I made a big mess all over myself, and I was so exhausted afterwards, I accidentally put on clothes and forgot I was covered in cum and it got all over them. I felt so embarrassed after that point because my brain felt like mush. I felt like I couldn’t stop, and wanted more pleasure and more pleasure. I think next time I need to plug myself and try it again.