[TF4M] A closeted trans woman's fantasy of being guided (forced?) towards womanhood by a right-wing, traditionalist, extremely masculine man (anyone mature and with a moustache?)
The marital bed. I imagine I would feel so small and weak compared to him, as I feel his weight on myself, as his muscular arms wrap around my body. He kisses me, his bushy moustache gently scratching my face as I return the kiss with passion, and his hairy chest pushes against me. He's made me his, only his, and our evenings in common are exhilarating. I finally feel at peace with my body, loved and taken by a man as only a woman can be... How beautiful is the contrast between masculinity and femininity - between his strenght and my gentleness, his rough body and my smooth skin, his size and my petiteness... And of course, between the new me and how I used to be. I feel so happy as we lay in bed, embracing, slowly falling asleep in one another's arms...
The household. A light summer breeze flows in as he opens the door, the draft whirling my flowery dress through the air. My heart jumps with joy when I realize my husband has come from work, and I put away the watering can to greet him with a kiss. He has to bend forward, I have to stand on my toes. I've been watering the flowers I had rearranged around the kitchen, and can't help but think whether he will notice. Perhaps he did, perhaps he didn't - what caught his attention right away was the enticing smell of a warm dinner, just ready to be served...
The society. We dress up for the occassion, whether it's going to a party at a neighbor's house, or attending mass at church. I don't merely love picking my dress of the day, making sure to dress with a sense of modest sophistication and elegance, I love helping my husband get into his suit. I love when he dresses smartly: his masculine body always looks so good in a nice vintage suit and a white shirt I perfectly ironed just for him. Everyone who sees us can't help but notice how happy we are as a couple, our irradiating confidence at each one's masculinity and femininity, respectively. They don't know of my past - nobody does. He has made sure I am a woman now, and nobody has any idea that it could have ever been any different. Afterall, why would they suspect there's anything different about me, the wife of such a masculine, traditionalist, believing man?
He has made sure of a lot, too. When I imagine how I used to be, trapped in a male body and a male social life, desperate to become the woman I was always inside, desperate to find a right-wing, traditionalist man who would accept me as his wife, even though I knew it would be difficult... If I could ever get enough courage to get over my fears and doubts, to be able to tell my family about who I was always supposed to be and who I will become, and I thought I would never be that confident.
But he appeared in my life, and gave me the opportunity of a lifetime. I was afraid to accept it, because he was quite clear - if I say yes for the first time, everything will be set to happen, perhaps faster than I was able to imagine. And it did - the big move to live with him, the first time he drove me to get my hormonal therapy, the reassignment surgery he arranged for me... Our wedding. It all happened in such a whirlwhind that I wouldn't be able to look back, even if I wanted to. But I didn't. I wanted this.
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Well, this is my fantasy - at least it remains one for now. Whether or not it can become my reality, I would enjoy talking to you: perhaps you share the same fantasy, or you're the lucky one who lives it; or you're just such a kind of traditionalist man who can't help but desire a feminine, trans housewife. I'll be happy to see your message! Preferably a little more detailed than just a 'hi'; tell me who you are, where are you from, and what do you think about this dream of mine.
(Disclaimer: This isn't really a roleplay prompt, just a description of the life I fantasize about intented to stimulate a deeper, fun conversation!)