u/Background-Train-949

For context I’ve been on HRT for about 5 months now (I’m not trans I just don’t like my penis getting hard lol) and although I don’t wake up with erections often anymore I still get them when looking at black porn. Earlier today I was watching my favourite scene with Elsa Jean taking BBC and guess what no erection! I was so turned on seeing myself so limp and tiny during my Whiteboy “sex” session. Since I wasn’t hard I couldn’t do the normal stroking with my fingers and pretty much just rubbed it like a clit and out of nowhere I started cumming. Like soooo much cum leaking out. I didn’t know I could do that without a hard-on. Has anybody else been able to achieve erection-less orgasms? Any advice on how to permanently stop erections…I still get a stubborn morning wood every couple of weeks 😔