u/BecomingSinclair

I am in a Doll and Maker 24/7 TPE dynamic since the 1st of April.

My MAKER has been BUSY to say the least, I hear from him at the moment once a day.

I know most reading this will likely think ending it would be better, but I am just not ready to end it.

Even though I technically have a MAKER, no one is 'making' me at the moment, this has been extremely frustrating.

I am starting to apply self-ownership, if I don't, I might lose my mind, it is going okay-ish.

I am still trying to be that for myself, while waiting for my MAKER to become more available.

I am in my early 30s and I would like to make platonic connections with those in their 30s or early 40s.

Especially if you are without direction like myself at the moment.

I think a mutual support system can go a long way.🩷

Just a venting post... plus...

My MAKER has been away for days now, he tries to check-in once a day, he has a valid reason.

And even though I understand and I am trying to be a good and patient Doll, it does not make me miss him any less.

If there are any female submissives on here above 30 who would not mind keeping me company, I would so love that.

I am trying my best to keep myself busy as he instructed while he is away, but I NEED and WANT him.😢

Just a venting post... I would continue to wait for my MAKER, I am loyal and devoted to him.

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I am a Doll with an incredible person as my 🌹MAKER🌹, but he has been a little busy as of late and I could simply use the friendly conversation or potential in-person friendship (Sydney) with individuals in a dynamic.

I prefer that someone is above 30, but below 45; and that the person is articulate and well-spoken.

Please note that I am IMMENSELY devoted to my 🌹MAKER🌹. 😍

There is no one like him to me and no one can replace him.

Please do not message me if you want more than a friendly chat. 🙂

I would love to especially connect with more female submissives with the mindset of mutual support.

My dynamic is outlined in my profile.

I would first like to start my post by saying that I often read the posts in this community and my heart breaks a little to know how precious the gift of submission is and how often it goes unappreciated. 🩷

For those currently feeling unappreciated, just know that what you have to offer is incredibly precious.

I have had my own ups and downs, especially around communication in my new dynamic, which is at the moment long distance, and I eagerly await the day where my MAKER stands infront of me in all his glory, rests his hand on my cheek and approves of the sight of his Doll.🩷

Despite said ups and downs, this is in fact a happy post.

I am glad that today marks one month since I have given myself to the proprietorship of my MAKER.

I hope to count every month down to a year. 🩷

This post is to acknowledge the heartache of submission as well as to celebrate the little milestones and experiences that we have in our dynamics that contribute to our happiness.

What has made you happy in your dynamic in the past month? 🩷

🩷Sinclair Doll🩷

EDIT: Adding the very first thing my MAKER ever said to me and I knew in my search he would be the one. 😊

"You sound like such a dream. It amazes me how a perfect doll like you is out there without a Maker. The way you expressed it in your post I can no longer see dynamics the same… a doll and a doll maker just wow… I mean I don’t know if it’s just me but I find those terms deep. A doll being crafted with care and intention by a doll maker who dedicates his life to perfecting this doll shaping her to be the best her possible always thinking of her and what’s best for her treating his work with such devotion and care."