u/Busy_Copy_912

Sooo, I've met this guy who's kinda fat (he gained mostly after college, from the pictures I saw of him back then), and who's love to eat and to cook (we eat a lot when we're together) but he's definitely not into this kink.

A part of me definitely want to tell him about this but idk how to bring the subject and how to say it. I don't want him to think I'm fetishizing him lol.

He's really kind so I know I won't judge me but idk how he will react...

I never talked about this kink to anyone so.. 😬

Hey everyone! 26M (ftm) here

Some times ago I something really really bad happened in my life and made me lose weight, which put me even more in the bad.

Now I'm trying to get better but I still struggle. Each time I want to stuff myself I feel like "I don't deserve it" (idk how to describe this, I think what happened to me is still putting my down somehow)

The thing is I genuinely want to get obese, I can't stand the situation I'm in but I'm kinda lost at the moment. I don't know where to start to meet feeder (M or F), or mutual gainer or even just to start to gain again by myself.

I'm not here to victimise myself or anything, but I truly never felt worse of my entire life and I thing I don't now how to deal with it. Gaining weight again would definitely help me but I feel like I'm stuck here because of all the mess around me in my life rn.

Thank you in advance for any advice or support!