r/FTMtummies
Any experience with Grommr?
I am poly and really wanting to meet some people. But I cannot bring myself to open tinder and pretend I am interested in vanilla interactions.
Has anyone tried grommr? I am a bit scared to download it, ngl.
Any of y'all having luck meeting people irl?
Gettin kinda desperate if I'm honest 😔
Can't wait til I'm bigger, softer, and heavier
The thought of food is so exciting
Allowing myself to eat and gain weight has been extremely healing so far. I have been aroused by weight gain since before I can remember. Not only am I finally listening to that voice but I am also allowing myself to eat whatever sounds good, after a lifetime of restrictive eating behavior.
Today, i rested. I didn't do any exercise and I mostly spent the day eating or sleeping. Yet, i have had 2 delicious meals already, and I am looking firward to a satisfying and filling dinner.
Before, I would have looked at my round belly and wide hips and decided I should eat a very small dinner. Now? I cannot wait to eat again. I get so excited about the idea of a delicious meal.
Anyone else doing this for the pleasure of eating, and enjoying the "accidental" weight gain that comes with it?
I can't believe how big I've gotten
T is really making all my gains go to my belly. It is always so round and taut. I cannot get enough of it. As of 2 days ago, I was at 176lbs. My height is 5'5".
I thought it would take a lot more weight to get to this point but here we are...
The best part is that I go back to work tomorrow after having the summer off, and almost an extra 10 lbs of belly.
Polaroid | Self Portrait
This was so fun to make!!
Also psssst —- if you’re reading this, you should post pics using the Draw Me flare, I would love to draw you!!!
I’m obsessed with my belly and so should you 😉
It felt so tight and bloated today 😮💨
I love how my belly is growing ❤️ but it needs to get so much bigger…
hoping that one day I’ll find someone to give me lots of belly rubs 😮💨
How to feel about goals?
For a long time I wanted to just give into my hedonism. Just let my gluttony guide my growth.
But I just realized how much I want to be 200 by Labor Day. I’m only 15 pounds away. That will mean I’m up 70 pounds from where I started, and that I gained 40 pounds this year.
But then what will my next goal be? 220lbs? A 40” waist? I don’t know if I can set goals for myself without becoming a slave to progress and growth, as opposed to a slave to my hedonism.
I know so many people in the community have weight and size goals but I don’t know if that’s what I want. And curious how others feel about goals.