u/CharlieChan06

Mommy u/Arrogant_mommy dm’d me, beat me in a wank battle and controlled my brain, blackmailed me and controlled my soul. And now she changed me back from a trans girl to a Femboy! So please everyone call me by He/Him pronouns and a femboy..
Or you could call me a wannabe tranny.. because thats all i ever was.. a loser boy who thought he could transition by changing clothes and pronouns? But once a boy, always a boy

So, I’m a trans woman, born a boy but transitioned into a woman, and as soon as I transitioned, I very quickly developed a misogyny kink, a sort of fetish where men were treating women like shit, spitting on them, raping them, bullying them, harassing them, even objectifying them.

And now I’m wondering, why didn’t I feel this kink before? Why do i only get so turned on by misogyny after becoming a woman?
And now I’m also wondering how many other people have experienced my exact path?
It’s surprising common for trans women to start feeling this way after transitioning and now I’m wondering what they really feel?
Are they just sexist from the get go and only realize it after transitioning?
Are they jealous of cis women for being born with a uterus and a period and develop hatred for them as revenge?
Someone should really make a study out of this^^

~Char-char out~!

I was a strong, powerful and independent feminist who believed that everyone was equal to each other despite gender, race, or belief.

Then I saw this subreddit and I found it strange at first and so i checked the description of the subreddit and I just said ”huh?”.

Then i just had to see what the posts where about, and I got so disgusted and suprised, I actually closed reddit and couldn’t believe my eyes.

Then my life carried on like normally, until I couldn’t get the idea out of my head of treating people this way. With such aggression and power, and how people liked to be treated this way. It didn’t make sense.

Then I had enough and had to see what women thought of this, and to my suprise, there was this woman who shared her story of how she got together with a facist guy and the way she described him made me so excited and dizzy. And I thought she was just over exaggerating , but I had to confirm if it really was like that for myself.

So I got curious and started looking at this subreddit more and more, and eventually I just started telling myself that this was all just a kink, and that none of this mattered at all. That comforted my guilt for a while.

After a while of being on this subreddit, a guy dm’s me and I got suprised wondering what he wants. And the way he introduced himself made my brain so foggy and excited. He was so strong in his words and so powerful with his actions. And I remembered the girl who said facist men were like this. And I couldn’t believe that she was right.

And now, here we are. Me who now kiiiinda shamefully craves bad and dangerous facist mean men to give me their lovely attention, get some sensitive information out of me and then make me regret giving it to them by blackmailing me or something like that. And i’m so ashamed of my desires >.<

Tldr: After a while on this subreddit, i’ve gone from strong feminist to ”it’s just a kink” and now finally to craving bad and dangerous men to DM me and make me regret giving them info of me

So for anyone who isn’t caught up with my previous post on this subreddit, go read it if you want more details,

Tldr: i asked if my needy obsession for online attention was a female trait and i got a lot of interesting responses,

So it turns out that yes! It is a female trait, it’s inherently female brained to be this obsessed with online attention as i am. And like, a guy in the replies called me an attention whore and at first i took is as an insult and got shaken by it, but after thinking about it for a while, i kinda realised.

Im a needy, desperate and addicted attention whore. I crave the attention of people online for me to feel happy and wanted, and its rooted deep in my DNA as a woman. And it’s strange that I’ve never connected the two things together but here i am, to state that i’m so desperate and needs you guys to give me attention so badly. Every single message i get makes my brain leak out. Every single red dot above the notification sign makes me feel soooo good and important and happy.

Dms open!💖

Me 19F am way too addicted to porn. And there isnt any porn left that satisfies me.

My porn addiction really turns me on and this is a positive effect on me (according to me)

Ive been edging for hours upon hours uppn hours and i cant stop edging

I have been addicted to porn since i was around 10 years old and ive been gooning to it all. And my mind has just gotten more and more and more corrupted, porn after porn after porn. My brain has gotten wayy too into it and it makes me so wet~

The way i just need to rub rub rub rub rub rub rub more and more and more makes me crazyyy..

The way my brain just gets deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole makes me so turned on. I need to corrupt and fry my brain as much as physically possible.

At thi point, i have watched it all. Im addicted to every single genre of porn, every single kink out there has been my favorite at some point and now nothing feels exciting.

I need more edging material pleaseeee

They usually say that porn is bad for you because sex wont be enough for you once you get addicted to porn,

Thats how i know that my brain is so far gone, not even porn is enough anymore.

So for everyone out there who wants to join me in my edging adventure, please give me suggestions and tips of new kinks and fetishes that you think i havent tried yet^^

I’d love to get worse~