u/CosmicRX

I have tried countless drugs and the first one I tried and got stuck on was weed since I was 13.

I've done almost 20 psychoactive substances in the span of 5 years including codeine and oxy. In the process I feel as though alot of drugs have damaged my body, mainly cut cocaine from the UK and man that shit is terrible up the nose. I feel as though every edible and opiate or benzo pill I've ever eaten was healthy for me physically and even so gave me an afterglow. Xans tho I feel are terrible as I can't stop taking them till they're gone I've realised. I'd literally need to buy a timed locker if I want to try those again whilst having it in proximity, same with cocaine, with molly in proximity I can only hold the urge for around a month I've found but I don't crave it when I don't have it unless I'm depressed ash.

Opioids seem to be my most preferable other drug as they have no physical effects on me. It used to be LSD until I started getting bad trips and now I'm scared lowkey to do that again. Me smoking weed I feel euphoric sometimes and often in a very closed off mood still. I've also noticed lowkey I'd do alot to 2 makes me feel seffects it

Do you think opioids can be genuinely good for me at the rate I've been able to do em. I used to do 40mg one day a week for about 3 months jan-march then I stopped that without much drastic withdrawal. Or if mental experience any adverse mental effects it must've been extremely delayed due to the spacing of my dosages to the point i can't tell. I know my mental can't handle xanax, the comedown is apparant when I get high off that cuz I'm way too impulsive and always had bought too much for 1 high.

I had picked up oxy again about a month nd a half or so ago and popped a 40 chewed. Then like 3 weeks ago I took an 80, taken incrementally and not chewed. I don't think I had enough tolerance to enjoy it to its full extent, likely took it too fast. I feel as though too much makes me more sensitive to bacteria as I felt ill taking so much and was damn near itching my skin off during the comedown of the 80. A thing tho is every single time I've taken an opioid is I've always waited till I start coming down to take either loperamide hydrochloride or phenergan. It seems to have worked effortlessly at removing the comedown each time I did it apart from the 80 I took recently, didn't take anything else with that other than my weed.

My dopamine got unbelievably fried from sniff to the point it made weed less enjoyable, when I noticed that I quit instantly and knew I would never do it again. I also smoke weed instinctual with every drug I do. And I've never done any drug back to back unless it's on me or in my proximity other than weed which I am physically addicted to.

I ordered 80mg of oxy and 20mg clonazepam, which came on Thursday, I took the oxy pretty much instantly love that shit. I did taper it cuz I had 0 tolerance. I think I then waited a day or two to start taking the clonazepam. The problem is I had ketamine under my pillow and mephedrone in the postage pack I hadn't opened cuz I did .5 of coke the day and already abused molly in the past so I attempted to wait another couple weeks for that. The comedown from the oxy was itchy asf to the degree it was too itchy and I started taking clonacaddi soo after. I was smoking bud and popping clonacaddi throughout the night across 8 hours.

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I had 0 memory of this and only photographic flashbacks from the multiple pics I took of the tab as the night went on. I forgot to mention when I did coke I did Calvin klein. I didn't finish the entire bag and just left it until I got BARRED the fuck out and my ket, mephedrone, weed pack of cigarettes are all fuckin gone.

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I'm very positive if I had taken all those substances I'd be feeling the shittest of the shit.

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I also forgot to mention while I was high as fuck this random girl burst into my flat cuz I leave my door unlocked cuz idgaf, invited me to her room and she started touching all over me, litch called her boyfriend and man started giving me lecture bro mad awks.

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This bitch is crazy, she said let's go to the store and started pacing around the store in her gown hands full of ready meals so fuckin bait.

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Next thing u know, back in her crib, she starts accusing me of stealing her weed, goofiest shit ever. Especially since I don't remember the entire weekend. Assumed I lost my mephedrone, ketamine and cigarettes but my tolerance wouldn't allow for me to consume all that. The only possibility I see possible is this crackhead bitch stole it and I didn't remember, I took all the drugs and cigs or I lost everything which doesn't seem viable as there's open packages allover the floor and now that I think about it I remember ripping a baggies in half and licking it tasting a salty amphetamine like substance. I in fact still feel high and the past 4 days have been a blur.

Firdt time taking clonazepam after coming down from 80mg oxy the day prior due to doing a Calvin Klein the day earlier and I think i did too much coffee and cigarettes at the time

I first took half of a half, then went to down the full thing. Laster decided this def takes long to kick in and popped another one. Went out for a smoke and it felt great. Bro I took 4mg and remember snoozing off a bit but fam at the end of it in left with 3 left. These were 2mg clonacaddi pills btw

I'm on 40mg and I wanna get more pain relief as I'm coming down from yesterday's Calvin klein and I think I've done ket to the extent it has more side effects. Do you think it's worth it at all to take a tiny bit of benzos

I have an oxydolor 80 here and took about 40mg, how much clonazepam will I be able to handle or does the high not outshine the side effects? I did a mini Calvin klein yesterday with a .5 but cuz I used to slightly abuse molly my comedowns, heart pain, paranoia and hallucinations on the comedown when I take stims feels very heightened.