My crush accepted me but I couldn't satisfy her
Long story short, I asked my crush out and surprisingly, she said yes!! We've been dating for about 3 months now and in terms of a normal relationship, everything is going fine.
However we recently had sex for the first time and it is safe to say I could not satisfy her. Maybe it's because I'm out of touch, but she couldn't even feel me very well inside of her. I noticed I couldn't stay very hard for much long either. We tried a few positions, I tried going in and out, and resetting, but nothing ended up feeling good for her so after a while she just asked me stop and we watched a movie instead.
It's just an interesting experience I wanted to share with y'all to point out how a beta will always remain a beta no matter the situation. I thought getting a girlfriend and not being a virgin would change things. But being in a relationship doesn't change the fact that you and I are still a beta. I have realized we are fundamentally inferior sexually, and it will always be that way.