u/DekuInABottle

Thinking about selling but want to see if anyone would be interested in sexting a hypersexual disabled girl.

31 years old. I need someone to hangout with during those 3 days at sea.

How do I even put this into words?

I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, and one of my alters is a little. She's 5 years old. She loves hiding under blankets, stuffed animals, cartoons, and the comfort of feeling safe.

Lately I've caught myself thinking about finding a caregiver, a "Daddy" in the nonsexual caregiver sense. Someone who understands littles, can offer reassurance, structure, and a sense of safety when she's fronting.

But the thought is terrifying.

Trust doesn't come easily when your mind learned to survive by splitting. Part of me longs for that kind of support, while another part is scared of being misunderstood or getting hurt.

I'm not even sure why I'm posting this. Maybe to remind myself I'm not the only one navigating this.

(Photo of her for attention.)