u/Eastern_River_9248

Im addicted to opiates without a doubt but I occasionally go months without them usually with the help of sublocade etc.

Life was ok recently i was motivated, socializing consistent at the gym but im unemployed and I was bored everyday so of course I ordered 1g and chipped away over the past week. It made the days enjoyable almost and content. Haven't had any since yesterday and its possibly withdrawal talking but I keep thinking it just makes life that much more bearable especially if your in a shit situation and modern life is imo. Especially people with mental illnesses. But im not stupid i know this can make your life 100x worst.

How do you realise its not the answer even when it feels like it is.

Its been 3 months since I had 1 300mg shot. The last week I binged 1g of #4. I absolutely got high and nearly OD once but I never got a huge amount of euphoria. I definitely felt warm and good though but im sure the sublocade was still partially blocking some of it.

Its annoying me if really dont want to shoot but I snort it i get the most intense blocked nose. My stuff is very pure so I dont know why

I had 1x 300mg sublocade shot around 78 days ago. So almost 3 months. I took high doses of oxy a few nights ago and didnt really feel much at all. Kind of did mildly the first night but nothing the next day or the next.

Ive been on buvidal before and after 10 weeks I could feel opiates again. I know this lasts longer.

I had one 300mg shot about 3 months ago. Took some oxy last night and hardly felt a thing. Tbf its probably a blessing

Im in Aus and supposedly we have the most pure H, i buy #4 and mostly snorting it or smoking it, ive had it tested and was H. but as soon as I do my nose goes all blocked up, overnight my nose is literally closed shut and I wake with the driest mouth and then my throat is absolutely ruining the next day and with continuous use. Its like a bad sore throat but swollen at the same time, hurts to swallow. Ive had to use decongestant spray just to breath properly.

Its generally just like cold like symptoms the next day and its not withdrawal or anything, its like some allergic reaction to it. I thought maybe some antihistamine effect but it seems my throat is getting some trauma from snorting. This morning I woke up with my bottom lip all swollen to.

Ive only been using for 4 days currently. Im at week 2 of 16mg buvidal weekly shot that is definitely still blocking so im probably using more than normal. I really should get the monthly shot...