u/Ecoolove

Personally, the hardest part about being a sub is finding someone that you connect with that you genuinely caring about and then them disappearing like you meant nothing to them not even giving you an explanation of why it feels like being discarded by someone you trusted. It’s so hard because I genuinely just want connection, but I feel like every time I start to care about somebody they disappear and now I’m sitting here crying feeling like it’s my fault. As a sub I feel like I have so much love to give, but maybe it’s too much.

Hi, I’m just gonna rant real quick don’t know if this is allowed, but if not, Oopsies I’m 24f and I genuinely want someone who is obsessed with me as much as I am with them and it’s so hard to find it when people don’t understand the true devotion that comes with it and sometimes I feel like I may be a little psychotic with the way genuinely would do anything for them and it’s not just in a romantic way but also friendship I guess it comes with having a traumatic past that you always want to protect the ones you love, but honestly I don’t think I’ve ever met someone that devoted to me and it sucks😤