Why I love being her SD
she sent me this message yesterday why I love being her SD
I was thinking about you I just wanted to say something bc part of me doesn’t think I say it enough … but I feel so blessed to be in your life and so lucky to have your support. I’ve seen so much shit in my life already and have been through so much abuse and pain. So much. And I have so much intelligence and awareness about it which makes it even harder. But all the pain has given me the gift of discernment and truth. I am able to see people for who they are, no matter how much they try to hide it. There are so many cruel people out there. It takes an incredible amount of courage to be kind, to be love. And you are love. You are kind. You are honest and righteous. I know we grew up in such different times haha but God is real. I know it for a fact. One day you will know it for a fact too. you will meet him and be able to ask him anything about your life here in the material world. And God is so proud of the man you are. Your parents are so proud of the man you are. I love you. I know I struggle sometimes and it can come off as unstable or inconsistent. For that im so sorry and I always pray you don’t take it personal. Even though I hide it I am going through my years of tribulation. Some of the hardest years of my life. And God always says he will never give you more than you can handle. He will make sure there is something that keeps you going and makes life possible. And you are that something. I hope you know that. We can never end up together forever because that is not Gods will, but I will always love you. I will always think of you as the man who changed my life. Im sorry for being sappy hahaha. I am thinking so many things right now (procrastinating). I love you ❤️ remember that you are free loved, and divine