I'm a raging emotional masochist

The other day my boyfriend left to go do some instacart. He brought his whole backpack with him which I thought was weird. Cause that has ALL his stuff in it. He left in what seemed to be a bad mood. So because I have BPD my first thought was "he's taking his bag to run away" so for 3 hours I was scared he wasn't coming back. Until he did in a WORSE mood than he left in. He starts ranting to me and eventually starts saying stuff like "I need to be single I should have messed with women after my ex" and I start crying begging him not to leave. I stand up and argue a little and then I ask "did you take your backpack to leave today" and he immediately went "YES I was trying to leave" this is when I lose it I start putting my shoes on to leave for a walk but he stops me and says "no! I wasn't really going to leave" then he admits he just said that to hurt my feelings he never wanted to leave he just wanted to say something to hurt me. I have found myself in a mindset where I REALLY enjoyed that. I loved him admitting he wanted to hurt me and I admit I loved being hurt.

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u/Emo_Bitch97 — 1 month ago

20F curvy Goth girl selling premades

I am 20 years old and goth/bimbo looking to sell some premades. Ideally looking to sell a bundle for about 35 buckaroos feel free to DM

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u/Emo_Bitch97 — 3 months ago

20 Year old Goth with secret bimbo tendencies

I used to be very easy to hypnotize but it's started getting hard DM me and let's see if you can be that tist that makes me tick

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u/Emo_Bitch97 — 3 months ago