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▲ 6 r/FTMorgasmdenial

Thinking of ending my total denial

So I’ve been on total denial for 120 days almost. Much of that time has been no touch. No edged. No rubbing. No ruins. Nothing for the majority of that time. I’ve been thinking about ending my total denial and ruining. I don’t know what I want to do really, I’m just so needy and desperate and I can’t stop thinking about my dom ruining my orgasms over and over again until I’m crying and god I want that so bad, but I also want to stay complete denied. I wanna be good for my dom and leave my little clit locked up as long as he’s like. I just don’t know what to do :/

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u/Emotional-Tadpole395 — 5 days ago
▲ 4 r/FTMorgasmdenial

This toy makes me sooo leaky 😖

Whenever sir uses this toy on me I always end up leaving a puddle on the bed 🫠 it’s great for turning my brain off

u/Emotional-Tadpole395 — 9 days ago
▲ 41 r/clittorturee

The ONLY attention my clit gets now is pain :3

My dom has kept me denied for 103 days now! For much of that I was one “no touch” but fairly often my dom would let me rub myself stupid. Since hitting day 100 and discovering that I can edge with my nipples, I am no longer allowed to rub my clit, ever.

I don’t need it. It serves no purpose to me any more. The ONLY this my useless little clit gets to feel is pain. It deserves pain for being so needy and begging for attention.

A few nights ago (on my 100th day) my sir had me spread myself and spank my greedy clit until I was crying and it was red a throbbing. This punishment is to teach my clit that it doesn’t deserve attention or pleasure. Just pain. I’m looking forward to the future of training me away from my greedy clit and the future of my orgasm denial journey :)

u/Emotional-Tadpole395 — 21 days ago
▲ 10 r/calscurse

Can’t cum, can’t touch, I’m in heaven

So for the past few weeks I’ve been listening to mistress Calia’s orgasm denial file and her forever locked file and my god.

I’ve been so needy and desperate but when I’m allowed to touch, no matter how close I get, I can’t go over. I’m in love with the feeling of my body not belonging to me, I don’t get to decide if I cum or if I even touch my greedy clit, that’s all decided for me. I love how subby and good it makes me feel. I’ve been listening to the files on repeat all night and there’s no better feeling. I love falling asleep while turning off my brain and just letting her words take over.

I’ve definitely had my harder days with it but the more I listen the easier it gets :)

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u/Emotional-Tadpole395 — 22 days ago
▲ 27 r/clittorturee+1 crossposts

100 days denied :3

I’ve officially reached 100 days denied!! As a celebration yesterday sir and I decided I’m going to push myself. Vaginal penetration has always been hard for me (just painful) but yesterday I tried really hard for sir to push through the pain and take my dildo for him :3 I did it and sir was so kind to let me play with my nipples and edge for him. We also agreed that since I don’t really need my clit to edge anymore there no point in wasting time rubbing it :3 today (the pictures) sir had me fuck myself with my dildo and spank my clitty until I cried :3

I’m so proud of how well both of us have done and I wouldn’t of made it this fair without him :) I’m really looking forward to all the training he still has in store for me!

u/Emotional-Tadpole395 — 24 days ago
▲ 18 r/FixingFakeboys+1 crossposts

Nearing day 100, I think I’ve realized my true purpose as a fucktoy :3

I don’t need orgasm. My only purpose is to pleasure others. It doesn’t matter how needy I am, that just means my pussy is more wet for someone to fuck. The more desperate and whiny I am the better. Being denied makes me the perfect toy for someone to play with

u/Emotional-Tadpole395 — 26 days ago