u/Emotional-Tadpole395

I’ve been denied for two months now and I’m craving my clit being removed.

I want my dom to keep me denied for months or years even and torture my clit along the way. I want him to ruin the little button. Beat it, zap it, stab it, inject it, just do whatever he wants to make the little nub hurt. Of course though all this I’m not allowed to cum. I’m not meant for orgasms, they’re too much for my brain. I’m just meant to be a good denial slut and please my dom :) I want him to eventually “do me a favour” and say he’s going to fix me, tell me I won’t ever have to worry about those pesky orgasms again. Now I don’t know if I’d want him to just kill my clit. Leave the mangled useless nub there as a reminder of what I’ve given to him, or if I’d rather he remove it after years of torture, a nice smooth pussy for him to look at and use. Either way, my clit will be dead and I’ll never cum again, I should be grateful for him and how kind he was for letting me keep my clit that long since it’s only caused me pain because clits aren’t for pleasure, they’re for control, they’re used for punishment, clits aren’t meant to feel good.

As the title says, I’m really struggling with denial today :/ I’m a little over two months denied and for whatever reason today I’m extremely needy both physically and emotionally. I just feel so frustrated right now and I wanna cry. I don’t think cumming would fix it either but yeah I’m just feeling emotional and needy and it’s a struggle :(

Ftm denial slut looking for some clit torture tasks. My clits not allowed to feel good, that’s not what it’s for. It’s for pain and bringing pleasure to others :) I don’t really care about permanent damage :3
Kinks: clit torture, orgasm denial, needle play, nipple play, cnc, and the list goes on lol

Limits: scat, vomit, watersports, loli

Toys: needles, clamps, clit pump, belt, tigerbalm, and I can get creative :)

(Fantasy btw, I will not use it on my clit) I made a post in r/clittorturee about it and general consensus was it’s a bad idea and will cause chemic burns to my clit. Now it’s an oh so tempting thought of using it anyways and feeling the chemicals ruin my little nub with nothing I can do about it. I’m just imagining the absolute agony of my clit being eaten away and ruined. Hopefully I’d have someone to whip it while it’s dying

(Edit to add some more detail)

23 FtM4A
A few years ago I discovered it torture and I’ve never looked back since. I just keep going deeper and deeper down and it’s intoxicating. I just keep getting more and more extreme and one day I’m probably going to lose it but oh well. I don’t want to get too too dark but I’m not talking some spanking or overstim, I’m talking needles, cutting, burning, banding until it’s purple, and even removal of the little button are all I can get off too. If anyone wants to chat about it I’d love to since it’s a pretty niche kink :)

Limits:
Watersports
Skat
Vomit
Anything underage (loli, age play)
Vaginal penetration

This story is not mine but it’s one I read on AO3 I believe and I can’t find it again :(

Anyways…

The story is of a trans man and his husband. The trans man is going in for metioplasty surgery, or so he thinks. Unbeknownst to him, he’s getting surgery at a gender reconstruction centre, they want to turn him back into a woman. Under his husbands instructions, the doctor removed his clit. After the surgery the doctor and the husband are talking about the next steps into making the trans man embrace the woman in him :3

I get so wet thinking about this happening to me, getting my swollen clit removed, never to cum again, then forced to detransition