u/Emotional-Tadpole395

Since I’m approaching a month denied sir gave me the option to cum or stay denied and I’m unsure of what to do. On one hand I want to cum so so so badly, but on the other hand I love being a good denied slut for him. I still have a few days to mull it over but I’m just really unsure on what to do

Since I’m approaching a month denied sir gave me the option to cum or stay denied and I’m unsure of what to do. On one hand I want to cum so so so badly, but on the other hand I love being a good denied slut for him. I still have a few days to mull it over but I’m just really unsure on what to do

I’ve been denied for 19 days now and it’s getting so hard. My poor clit is constantly achy needy. I’m wet all the time and whenever my clit rubs against my underwear and makes me want to scream. Every time I edge I just end up crying from frustration. It takes no time to edge me and sir just had me edge over and over again. I just need to cum so so badly but I want to be good and I know good boys don’t cum but my clit aches all the time 😭 I know I’m just whiny because sir said I’m allowed to ruin but I don’t want to ruin because then it breaks my denial and I don’t get the satisfaction of cumming :(

I wanted to try electro play but I know the equipment can be quiet expensive :/ does anyone have cheaper alternatives I could stay with to see if it’s something I’ll like before spending the money on proper equipment?

I’m on day five so far with no end it sight. Also took my T shot two days ago and it’s not helping. Another part of my denial is I have to edge at least an hour a day and it makes my dick so needy. I could just spend hours bringing myself to the edge over and over again. I wanna cum so badly but I wanna be good and I know to be good I can’t cum 🥺 denial just makes me wanna rub my dick against anything all the time. I swear I’m even grinding against my bed in my sleep!

I’m only on day two and it’s already melting my mind. I’ve been instructed to edge for at least one hour a day and I just edged for three. I’m throbbing so much still but I wanna be good and stay denied. My minds just mush and I need to remember that good boys don’t cum and I want to be a good boy :)