Too much pleasure is possible
A couple of months ago, I made a post asking whether people who made it to a certain point eventually experienced a plateau in pleasure or a limit to making further progress. I basically wanted to know if eventually you’d come to the end of the road, at least so far as going any further is concerned. Hopefully that makes sense…
Anyway, since then I’d been thinking about making another post because every session since that post was becoming easier. The dry orgasms started faster and more easily, the pleasure was going deeper and stronger, and I was beginning to think that there was no limit to all of this. One of my recurring experiences is that I eventually ejaculate just as things become overwhelming, ending the session, but that every time the ejaculation would come later and I would be able to enjoy the pleasure longer and harder. I had the distinct impression that my body knew how much pleasure I could handle, the ejaculation kept me from going further than I was ready for, and that each session enabled me to reach a new level in the following one. I thought I could trust my body to take me only so far as would be beneficial, and then take me further the next time. I was very wrong.
Two nights ago I took just about tue same does of THC as I normally do. I had about four hours to myself and settled in to what I thought would be another great session. Things began as they usually do. I typically start a-less and wait until the dry orgasms get strong and consistent, then move onto my prograsm and once I’m fully euphoric and beginning to experience a super orgasmic state, I grab my njoy wand and tend to remain in that state for about an hour before ejaculating (again with time increasing each session). On this particular occasion the a-less orgasms were so strong and ceaseless that I couldn’t even stand to have the prograsm in me when it came time, and pulled it out after about 15 seconds.
At this point, I realized I was getting way too high from the gummy. At first, despite how much I hate being too high, I thought, fuck it. I’ll just ride this out and enjoy the best pleasure of my life. When I tell you that the waves and waves of pleasure breaking over me became intolerable, I am still underselling it. It felt good, technically, but the intensity of the good made it so terrible.
I remember thinking that I was cumming so hard that it was breaking me. I had the feeling that the orgasms were tearing me in two. I was desperate for a relief that never came because my fail safe of ejaculation never happened. I tried to enjoy it for maybe a half hour or so but this was a pleasure that could only be survived, not enjoyed.
I eventually gave up on the session and had to focus on not panicking from the intensity specific to the high. If I even sat down, looked at myself in the mirror or, god forbid, laid on the bed, the terrible orgasms started immediately. I will spare you the details, but I eventually made it through what felt like an interminable, absolutely awful evening and fell asleep.
I’m wondering where do I go from here. I obviously can’t just quit prostate play, this has been life changing and will be with me forever. I also know that I don’t ever want to feel that way again. I’m thinking I’ll cut my THC dose in half next time. I’d love to be able to get to my usual super orgasmic state (not what I’m calling pleasure panic from the other night) without needing thc, but any time I have success in dry orgasms without weed, they aren’t very strong and it ends in ejaculation fairly quickly.
Has anyone else experienced something like this? I’d love to hear from anyone who might have advice for me.
And if I can help anyone, I’m happy to answer any questions, too!