Confused
It's been a month since I started being a femdom ,I did have my first sub while exploring the dynamic myself, kinda of tasks I can give online since it's mainly through sexting(which I still struggle with,I need help in that too) every single time I feel anxious as much as I like doing it I start belittling myself with thoughts what if he will feel bored what can I do to give him the same pleasure sometimes I even doubt myself if it's the right path for me ?!