I exist only between extremes. There was a time when I was convinced…

…that I would become either a nun or a whore.
The truth is, I can be neither one nor the other.
I have spent my whole life swinging from one side to the other, being both and neither at the same time.

I want to be innocent so bad and also full of sin.
I want to have everything and at the same time nothing.
I want attention and I want indifference.
I want to surrender myself and I want to withdraw.
I want to stay and run away.
I want to be pampered, but also hardened.
I want to be respected and I want to be abused…

I don’t want to be this torn anymore… or do I?

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u/KindlyCollar6085 — 2 days ago

Covered in dirt, marked by the words my daddy carefully chose for me

I went outside because that’s where I feel like myself, not stuck between four walls… just out there, in the rain and the dirt instead of pretending I have to stay clean.

My daddy knows exactly where my mind goes and somehow he always knows what I need. Every word was chosen for a reason.
Because I’m a mess… his little mess.

Then the door slammed shut and my favorite place suddenly became the worst place to be. I had to climb over the fence, fight my way through the bushes and somehow get back before anyone saw me. My heart was pounding so hard and all I could think about was someone from the neighborhood finding me like that before I could sneak back inside.
But somehow I made it back without anyone noticing…

I was so damn proud of myself.
And so was he… <3

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 6 days ago

The Hunt

A self-portrait sequence exploring instinct, pursuit and surrender.

Dirt replaces porcelain skin, instinct replaces thought. What begins as curiosity becomes pursuit, until neither remembers who was hunting whom…

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 7 days ago
▲ 57 r/ddlg

Down the rabbit hole with my Daddy waiting at the end 🐇🤍

I wanted to weave little Alice in Wonderland references and visual puns into something playful for him to discover ✨

I hope you enjoy all the little details as much as he did <3

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 8 days ago

Meet me in Consequenceland 🫡

I always keep an ace in my stocking… or something like that, hehe ✨

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 9 days ago

A collection of nonsense with Daddy &lt;3

I couldn’t resist posting one more 😭

Consider this a Daddy appreciation post 🫶

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 13 days ago

I never forget.

Never let Daddy forget the things he says 😌

Daddy said he’d consider taking my case to the Brat Council…

Looks like someone chickened out.

Bawk bawk bawk… 🐓

Brat victory? 🤞✨

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 13 days ago

Beloved Doms…

There seems to be some confusion regarding hydration.

In light of recent events, I would like to present a perfect example of hydration:

*gestures at iced coffee*

Coffee is bean water.
Milk is mostly water.

I trust this clears things up ✨

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 15 days ago

My Daddy’s entire legal system is corrupt. The judge keeps finding the defendant too cute to convict

Anyway.

Doms and brats, what’s the verdict? Because at this point I’m starting to think I’ve achieved diplomatic immunity

Edit: Can someone please explain to my Daddy that being cute is not, in fact, a valid legal defense? 😭

Update: I earned myself a punishment

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u/KindlyCollar6085 — 17 days ago

This counts as using my words, right?

Now we wait and see if Daddy can pick up on such a subtle hint

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 20 days ago
▲ 33 r/ddlg

Made this for my Daddy &lt;3

The old banner I was using had a missing apostrophe, and Daddy made it very clear that he didn’t want to be associated with that.

So I made him a new one :3

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 21 days ago

This is a secret so don’t tell anyone, okay? 🥺

>!Apparently my Daddy enjoys being called “baka.” For those unfamiliar with the term, it roughly translates to “idiot.”!<

I was specifically asked not to tell anyone.

So please respect his privacy during this difficult time.

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u/KindlyCollar6085 — 23 days ago
▲ 175 r/BratLife

I want both and I refuse to elaborate

I can’t be the only brat with this problem, right? 😭

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 23 days ago
▲ 151 r/BratLife

Me arriving at the consequences of my own actions

Pretty sure that’s how it would go 👉👈✨

u/KindlyCollar6085 — 26 days ago